“I'm gonna' eat your pussy Sass, and I'm raw right now. I get too rough you tell me agreed?” I watched her, seeing her face flushed and her body writhing against her fingers I knew she was lost to the passion I was. My voice was greed and want. I was hell bent serious on driving her to understand how far she had taken me.
“Look at me Cassa.” I demanded. Her eyes were bright and beautiful when she met my stare understanding now how raw I really was. “You tell me if I go too far or too hard.”
Cassa moaned her excitement and need before she nodded yes. I fell to my knees and hiked her legs over my shoulders and then spread her for my taking. I nuzzled my face between her thighs, my mouth pressed tight into her as I licked and nibbled, touching every square inch of her pleasure that I could taste. “Your pussy is fucking heaven Cassa, nothing compares to the taste of you.” I poked my tongue deep and flexed as her wetness pooled on my tongue. “I can’t get enough of it.”
She gripped at my skull, her nails digging against me as she tried pulling me deeper and harder against her. She rolled her hips against my greedy tongue and I could feel her pulsing against me. She arched her back and cried out. “I’m gonna come Shame.”
It hit like a massive eruption, fuckingMt. Reinerhave gone off and I wouldn’t have known. Cassa was panting and screaming ‘Oh God Shamus’ as I sucked and nibbled and bit at her thrashing pussy, She came back down, her body in the midst of the aftershocks to see me using my shirt to clean her up. It was erotic to watch her watching me, knowing what I was wiping away. I couldn’t tell you why that revved me up or why it even mattered… it just did.
I climbed into the bed next to Cassa. The rain had rolled in and now it was blasting against the window pain in a melody the musician in me could hear. I had Sassy tucked in tight against my chest. I looked down and kissed her softly. I was aching to fuck her, deep and hard and finish what we started. My balls throbbing I shifted to the side facing her in a desperate attempt to hide my once again hard, hard on.
“Why are we laying here?” Cassa asked facing me so we now lay belly to belly and nose to nose. I stroked the curve of her hip with my fingertips, tracing the tree branches Noah had inked. I could feel the rippled skin and tried to black out images of her lying there bleeding…bleeding for loving me even after I had left.
She shivered maybe from the cold, or from my touch. It didn’t matter but it gave me an excuse. Pulling her close and kissing her nose, I tucked the sheet tighter around us. “Because it’s cold outside.” I knew it was a lame answer but I wasn’t known for making excuses to get out of sex. Sex that would be life changing, earth shattering, soul stealing sex.
Cassa lifted the sheet and looked down at my cock as it nudged the space between hip and stomach. “Shamus, you’re hard and I’m wet. Why aren’t you inside of me?” She traced her hand over my chest until she reached my shoulder and gripped it, sliding her body against mine.
Fuck! I want her so bad…maybe if I pull out?….Fuuuuuuuck!
I cringed at the contact and my own inner turmoil. I wanted her, deep and hard. Animalistic. But I was fresh out of condoms and totally pissed off. So I would suffer in silence, a sweat breaking over my brow I groaned as her belly made contact with the head of my dick.
“What’s wrong?” She asked her voice immediately accusing. She pulled back and pulled the sheet up to her chin. Shame and anger replacing the satisfied and loving beauty she was radiating only moments before. I could see her insecurities crash into our moment as her brain started looking for reasons that didn’t exist. Reasons that said she no longer matched up. Reasons that were bullshit. “Honest to God Shame what’s the deal?” She looked like any second tears would fall and that I would never cause again.
“I am out of condoms Sassy.” I waited for her to sigh but she made no sound.
“And?” she asked.
“And I don’t want to go in not sheathed, it’s irresponsible.” I tried to smile and nudge her with my nose making light of the situation. It wasn’t my greatest moment. I watched as her face went from serious to hurt in a flash.
“You can’t get me pregnant Shamus.” She whispered her voice frail. She rolled away from me and sat up, covering her perfect body from me with the sheet.
I rolled in tight to her body not giving her the time to run away from me. I should have thought of how she would perceive it. Of course she would take it that way.
Fuck me and my stupid mouth. "That’s not what I meant Sassy. I swear to God baby, I would never try and hurt you like that."I pulled the hair back from her shoulder and placed a kiss against her neck. "I would never be that callused. It’s because I have a whole new sexual past now Sassy. There is a dark side to the music world and there have been more than my fare share of sex and there have been… a lot of women." I nuzzled in closer kissing her ear, completely prepared to head to7-11and get enough protection to last a lifetime.
"What type of experiences?' She asked, shifting and pressing against me. Fuck! Clearly I didn’t think the response through well either. I had to go with the truth because I had hurt her enough over the last two years that she deserved to know the truth of the scumbag I was. I knew I didn’t deserve her but I was stealing her heart back anyway.
"Enough women to fulfill me for a lifetime, but they were nowhere close to making me feel what you do." It was the biggest most shameful truth of my life.
"How long has it been for you, I mean since you were with someone else?"
Fuck it was like a car crash with dead bloody bodies. You knew damn well looking would fuck you up for life but you went and looked anyway. Answering this would taste bitter and nasty and I already regret the truth, but like before she deserved to know all of me, the new me since I walked away from her. I knew I was twisted, but if she wanted me then she deserved all of me. "The night I got here, with Brittany." I closed my eyes to big a pussy to see her face as I dropped that bomb. Hoping to soothe the slap from that confession I continued making myself sound even worse. "Before you get mad let me first say I told the truth so that’s a point in my favor and I didn’t even know if I was going to see you, I never did before when I came home, so that’s another point."
"I'm not mad Shamus, pussy is pussy to a man and I get that." Sure that’s what she said but inside she was ready to rip Brits hair from her head. I would damn well guarantee it.
I reached over her hip and rolled her until she was beneath me again and I could claim her mouth. That caused a whole bunch of rubbing and touching.
Not my best idea.
"I will go to the store right now Cassa, I will buy a lifetime supply, hell I will buy stock in fucking Trojan.never think that I wouldn’t be inside you right now had I been more careful with myself." I pressed against her selfish as it was, her skin against my cock was like a branding iron and contact was contact. I slipped my hand between her legs spreading her to feel her clit and she was as I left her, wet and ready. I couldn’t deny how bad I wished it was my come that had her soaked, wished like hell I could drench her pussy in me, mark her for life. Call me a dirty bastard but I don’t give a fuck. Any man in my position would be thinking the same damn thing. I’ll own being a dirty freak in the sheets any day. I admit it because she fucking loves it. "I will take care of you though, all night Sassy."
She stretched against me making me hiss and pull back. "Okay I am going to get condoms." I went to leave the bed when she clamped down on my hand between her thighs and tugged my arm.
"No Shame, don’t go. I want this; I want you inside me naked."
Fuck!
What to do….what to do…
