“God baby, I want in you so bad.” I groaned and thrust against the soft skin against me.
“Then take me Shame, I want your skin on my skin.”
Fuck!
“Tell me you’re sure baby.” I was grinding against her, my fingers working her, feeling her slicken further. “Tell me you’re certain because I want inside, I want to feel how hot and slick you are.”
I felt her fluids drip from inside her and her moan of delight and torture had me shaking with need.“Fuck baby, I need to feel you clamp down and flex on my dick as you come.”
“I’m close already Shame, get in me please. I need to feel you come for me too.” She looked up at me, her passion filled eyes determined to make me see she was serious. “We need this Shame. We need this to reconnect once and for all.”
I didn’t wait for a written invitation; I drew my hips back and…there she was. Wet. Hot. Slick and tight, fuck she was tight. I pressed into the hilt of her and lifted her leg over mine taking me to the full hilt inside of her. I couldn’t think, but only feel. I had never had Cassa or anyone bare before. Being in Sassy and feeling her wet heat surround me….it overwhelmed me.
"I have waited forever to be in you like this." I choked on my words. I had never in my life felt more connected to another soul as I did right then with Cassa.
This was home.
*
Cassa
I moaned at the invasion, from this position he was far deeper than I had ever imagined a man could be. I moaned as he started to thrust into me, his cock so hard and warm, his skin silky smooth. He was perfect above me, nothing at all like remembered him. Shamus was a man too busy blaming himself about leaving he refuses to see the side of forgiveness.
“I have never… fuck Sassy…I’ve never felt this…so good baby.” I knew he was getting the point across but there was so much more to what he was saying. This was a first for him and it was me that received the gift. His life in the spotlight would forever rob him of moments like this if he would just open his eyes and see the gift he was giving me. I gave him my first time and I never regretted it. To Shamus, no condom was as virginal as he had ever been with me. This was my gift from him. “Fuck baby, I’m deep and your wet…I’m dying here Cassa.”
With every thrust I couldn’t hold back. My nails down his back, my teeth digging into his bottom lip. He would just pull me tighter and press into me harder. He was reckless above me, completely beyond grasping his control but it was everything that making love with Shamus was, only this time it was more….nothing between us. Our secrets were laid bare as our bodies were now. The thought of being so complete with him sent me flying.
"Shame!" I cried out feeling my orgasm crest, just seconds from that shattering moment that would make my head spin.
"I have waited forever to feel you bare baby, I need to see your face when I fill you up." Shamus pushed inside of me and I wrapped my legs around his waist. His chest wet with sweat he pumped hard and fast rocking the bed against the wall. Shamus came back on his heels, grabbing me by my hips lifting me from the mattress and up over his thighs so I was straddling him.“Come for me Sass.”
The position, his words and his mouth against my neck as he pressed me up tight so he was deep…I did as he asked.
“Fuck I feel you baby, every inch of me inside you, fucking you. Damn baby I feel you. Now, give me it Cassa, come baby.”
I screamed his name and cursed as I came, each of his thrusts shooting my orgasm to newer and greater heights. I was begging incoherently when he started praising me for how tight I got.
He lay me back down against the mattress and straitened one of my legs between his and the other he wrapped around his hip. He pushed in deep and held himself there when he looked down to me savoring the feel of his cock deep inside. I bit my lower lip as he came at my mouth devouring my tongue and lips as he thrust fast in short strides, his body tensed and then… "oh God Cassa." He erupted in a frenzy of emotion, his cock spilling inside of me, marking me.
Shamus draped his body over mine once we had our fill, both of us wet with sweat and sex; exhausted by the mind blowing sex that broke us both wide open and healed the hurt.
His breath was ragged as he nuzzled his face to my neck before moving his lips along my jaw and lips whispering faint as he went…"I’m still in love with you Cassa."
Looking up from underneath
Fractured moonlight on the sea
Reflections still look the same to me
As before I went under
Florence + the Machine
Chapter Fourteen
Cassa
I stepped into the shower where Shamus was waiting. He stood before me naked, his body a blessed gift. He was lean and tall but so defined. I watched as he lathered the soap over his chest and then down down down…gloriously down. Lord the man had me ready to go again. He had officially ended my dry spell with last nights unbelievable sex. It wasn’t just sex though, that was more than anything we have ever shared before. The silence, then the pleading. God, the look in his eyes when he told me he was raw… I could see the rawness in him still. He had exposed everything to me last night…confessedeverything. Jerry's wake was in a little over an hour and I had to get ready but I wouldn’t be brushing his late night confession under the rug. There could be no more secrets, even small ones, between Shame and I. He turned his body to the spray as the suds rinsed down the drain and once again I lost my train of thought while staring down every single bead of water lucky enough to touch him.
