I probably blushed. I didn’t think I cared anymore.
“I just want you. However you’ll let me have you.”
“Maybe…” He smiled. “I don’t know. I’d like to try…something.”
“Okay?”
This was when I pulled the hand brake. This was when I took charge. Where I ensured we didn’t do anything rash. No wild ideas. Nothing we could never undo if it went wrong.
And here I was again.
I hadn’t learnt any lessons, had I?
“You can do anything,” I breathed out, as he removed my clothes. Carefully and deliberately. Relieved my skin of fabric. Small, soothing touches to my skin.
“Lie down. And let’s kill the ceiling light. Easier that way.”
I ran to the switch. Then laid myself down next to him on the bed. He was on his side. Briefs on. Feet bare. He had such lovely legs. One bent gracefully over the other.
Elegant.
“Do you think…” he said, biting his lip. “Can you just, not watch?”
“Okay.”
“Close your eyes.”
I did.
“No peeking.”
I nodded. Back in the darkness. The bedside table light was on. The house…silent. I was somehow grateful for the silence. The way everything went…
Calm.
He did that. Made my world quiet.
And there were those long, slender fingers, running down my ribs. Stroking me carefully as my cock… Ugh. I was hard. And I think…I had no shame about that.
“Can I tell you something?”
“Of course.”
“It’s not good.”
“Whatever it is…I can deal with it. We can deal with it.”
“I…I have worked since the day I left uni. Did my year abroad. Got headhunted into this company, did my master’s whilst I was someone’s dogsbody in the office. Learnt the ropes. Got taken on. I loved it. I really did.”
“You did good.”
“I did. But…there is this culture at work, and…I got…cocky.”
I bet he did. He had form. I didn’t mind. I held him. Stroked his hair as his fingers traced over my stomach.
We were naked. In a way, perhaps that felt…symbolic? Why was he telling me all this now?
“I got handed a new account, one that had been transferred in from one of our European branches. A difficult client. I love that sort of thing. The account nobody can handle? I’ll take it. Make it a challenge.”
