“I’m happier with orgasms.” His sigh made me think that admitting that frustrated him too. “Promise.”
He was the funniest sub I’d ever met.
“I don’t think you’re grumpy if that’s what you’re thinking.” That seemed to surprise him based on how still he went, so I kissed his head. “I think that was something you haven’t done before and you need your Master to give you hugs and attention while you process it. New things are difficult sometimes and you’ve communicated very well.”
“Well…you kind of did this to me, so I can’t feel too bad about you having to deal with me after it…even if I am processing a lot.” That sounded very Leashes & Lace even if I wasn’t going to say it out loud. “It was just a different kind of new thing.”
“You’re right.” Maybe because he hadn’t been able to mentally walk through the idea first? “You didn’t understand it to begin with and then we just explored it, so that might’ve made it harder.”
His soft thinking sound said he was at least paying attention. “Why did it work for you and not me?”
“You can’t tickle yourself either.” I was an artist not a doctor, but it seemed like a logical argument. “It’s probably like that.”
“Oh.” For whatever reason, he liked that response. “That makes sense.”
Good?
Were we past the difficult part?
“I did a good job, Master.” My pretty boy’s adorable manipulation was peeking out again. “I talked to you about what I was feeling and I thought about if it was too much. It wasn’t. But I thought about it because I was supposed to.”
“That’s right. You did everything perfectly.” Especially for such an overwhelming kind of scene. “I know it wasn’t easy butyou made me confident in how I could continue the scene, so I want to thank you for that.”
“You’re welcome, Master.” He must’ve been feeling better because his hands came up and he started petting my chest. “I already get an orgasm, you promised, but I think I was good enough to get an orgasm for me and one for you.”
I wasn’t going to argue out of getting an orgasm for myself, but I nodded slowly and made a quiet thinking sound. “That sounds very reasonable. I’d even go so far as to say that you could pick how you wanted to come, but what were you thinking?”
Whatever he was thinking made him wiggly.
“I was thinking that I’d like to play with your penis because I’ve never done that, and I don’t have to feel embarrassed about that because you like that part.” My exaggerated pleased hum got a giggle from him. “I’m flexible with how we get to that point because it’ll all be new.”
He just kept getting sexier and sexier.
“Well, the kissing game was fun until we got derailed into another type of fun, so how about we go back to that?” The answer was a yes based on the happy sounds that were escaping. “And just to make it clear, I’m going to enjoy having your mouth on my penis even if you don’t suck on it or can’t take very much at once. Gag reflexes are perfectly normal.”
“So we don’t die.” His shrug made me want to laugh. “Humans put so much weird stuff in our mouths, our bodies evolved to save us from ourselves.”
Huh.
“Humans are weird.”
Definitely.
I just wasn’t sure I was going to put having a gag reflex in that category.
Chapter 15
Cece
Bodies were weird…they liked the strangest things.
But since there was nothing I could do about that, I focused on what I could control.
Master’s penis.
“If I go first and manage to give you an orgasm, will you roll over and take a nap? According to the internet, some men get immediately disinterested in their partners once they come.” If he was that kind of guy, I’d need to go first. “It’s not a deal-breaker. I just need to be able to plan appropriately.”
His chest jerked but he didn’t laugh out loud. “That’s something good to know. You’re right.”
