“Then don’t.” It was a simple answer for what might’ve seemed huge, but I kept my voice low and even. “You don’t have to think. You’re just going to curl into me and let the sensations wash over you.”
Relief rushed through him as he leaned into me, but once he had permission not to think, he stopped fighting it. “Master…”
I kissed his head as he whined out the beautiful word, but I didn’t stop gently stroking his still hard cock. “Such a good boy. I’m so proud of you.”
Whimpering, he sucked in a shaky breath and rubbed his cheek against my shoulder. “A sub…a sub online…he…he talked about suffering…suffering for his Master.”
“I bet that was hard to understand, but there are lots of ways you can be my good boy.” Some would just be sillier than others. “I love knowing you’re fighting hard to submit to me.”
That got another whine from him but he nuzzled against me and nodded. “It’s hard, Master.”
“My pretty boy is sexy and strong.” Kissing his neck, I shifted my focus on his cock so I was caressing right under the head. “Let me feel how difficult it is, pretty boy. Submit and don’t fight it. It’s okay to show me how hard it is to be good.”
Jolts raced through him, jerking his body as the sounds he was making grew more desperate. “That’s right, baby. That’s my good boy.”
I kept up the overwhelming sensations until he was shaking and sucking in ragged breaths. When I finally eased off and just held his confused cock, half-hard and trying to come even though it had no idea how to do that, subspace took him completely.
I should’ve planned better.
The little bed was not the right place for long-term cuddles, but I made it work while Cece floated and came down from the crazy trip I’d sent him on. He was still and utterly boneless for a long time until his head shifted and his legs twitched.
Quiet sighs were followed by long exhales, but I was waiting to see what he would do when he finally lifted his head.
And frowned.
What did that mean?
“I don’t know if I liked that or not and I think that’s rude or wrong or something confusing.”
And clearly that was my fault.
“You did a good job of explaining what you were thinking and you found something else that you might want to put on your limits list.” I gave his pouting lips an innocent kiss and leaned back. “I’m very proud of you, especially the way you immediately made your emotions clear.”
He had no idea what to say to that and blinked at me for a few long moments.
I waited because I wasn’t sure what he was thinking, but he didn’t make me wait too long.
“That was confusing…but thank you.” Huffing as he sat up, he looked down at his still half-hard cock. “You’re confused too.”
I managed to get my straight face back in place by the time he looked up, but it was close. “Can I tell you how sexy you were or should I wait a bit?”
“I don’t know.” He didn’t seem to like that answer either. “But…but I’m glad you thought I was sexy…so…so yes, you can tell me now.”
Cece had communicated that clearly, so I took him at his word. I also pulled him against me as I leaned back against the wall beside the bed. “You were breathtakingly sexy, pretty boy. Your cock stayed hard for so long and I loved playing with it. Myfavorite part was the sexy sounds you made as you squirmed, though.”
He sighed, long and adorably dramatic, but kissed my cheek before snuggling back against me again. “I’m very good at communicating with you.”
“You do a very good job and I’m grateful for that.” Otherwise, we’d have had a very different night. “It’s going to let me reward you later. You haven’t gotten your orgasm yet.”
“Are we going to do anything else to my dick before then?” Sitting up just enough to frown at me again, he looked just skeptical enough that I wanted to smile. “If it gets too worn out, I won’t get to come later.”
“Well, first of all, I’m pretty sure playing with your prostate while you play tug with your balls will give you a wonderful orgasm without us touching your shaft at all.” The spark in his eyes said he’d be willing to test out that idea. “Secondly, I think it will be kissing ready before too long. You just need some time to come down from all the feelings it gave you.”
“I’m not used to feelings like that…” Brows pulling together, he looked like he wanted to cross his arms over his chest but that would take too much energy. “Kissing might be okay, but I think next time I want immediate orgasm rewards with soft petting.”
That was what we were going to call it?
“I think that’s a very reasonable limit.” He flopped back against me before I could say anything else.
