“Thank you.” Snuggling against him, I kissed his neck. “I’ve done a lot of research.”
Just not the hands-on kind.
“You’ve done a good job preparing for dating and having a Master.” He kissed my head, finally chuckling softly. “And an Owner.”
“I like being able to have both.” That was better than I’d expected. “This has worked out really well so far.”
He seemed kind of worried about Emerson and the guys at Leashes & Lace, but they’d been helpful and hadn’t gotten me into nearly as much trouble as my grandmother would’ve assumed they would.
“I agree.” He was also feeling naughty because his hands went from holding me tight to rubbing my ass. “And I also agree that kissing games are fun.”
Master was ready to come.
I’d gone up and down so much I wasn’t sure what I was doing, but I was feeling cuddly and curious and penis kisses sounded like a good plan.
“Then I think we have a plan.” He didn’t rush us, though. He just kept rubbing my bottom and kissing over my head. “Do you have any questions about how playing with another man’s cock works or anything like that? I know you have a good understanding of them practically, but do you have any other questions?”
He asked good question about my good questions.
“I know that every man likes different things, so I need to figure out what you like. I also need to figure out how I like playing with it when it’s a reward versus when I’m pleasing you. I fully expect there to be times where it’s not about me having fun. You’re my Dom and sometimes that means we just focus on you.”
Every Dom was different but that idea was consistent across my research. Some Doms just needed more complete focus than others, so that was something I’d need to figure out first.
My Master seemed to like controlling me better than having me serve him, though, so I thought that would affect the situation.
“How does that kind of scene make you feel?” Master gave my ass a light spank that made me want to giggle. “How would my boy feel if I had him curl up between my legs and have him lick and suck on me while I relaxed and how would my doll feel if I had him as my cockwarmer?”
Those were probably two different scenarios but they seemed close enough to me.
“I think they both sound relaxing, but are probably hard work. I will let you know how I feel more definitively once I’ve done them both.” Doing would be different than imagining, and I could see that easier now. “I’ve seen subs talk about that kind of stuff, though.”
A lot.
Master sighed. “The Leashes & Lace subs.”
He was very dramatic…but it was kind of cute, so I didn’t mind.
“And some people I found online in blogs and groups.” The internet was more helpful than Grandma seemed to have understood. “But I come to you if I have any questions, not anyone else. I won’t forget that rule.”
He might not be the jealous type about my body…mostly because he knew it belonged to him…but he was jealous about information.
The internet hadn’t prepared me for that, but he was good about explaining things.
Master was good at a lot of things.
“That’s an important rule to me, so there will be consequences if you need reminders.” Master was doing his best to sound logical and calm, but he was jealous.
I had a man who was jealous about me.
“I’ll remember.” What kind of consequences? “You’re very important to me and I know that rule is important to you.”
Information didn’t make me jealous but I didn’t know what would, so I’d have to keep an eye out for it.
“But making sure you have all the information you need is also important, so no, I will not roll over and go to sleep after I come.” That was good to hear. “I will enjoy kisses and licks, if that’s what you’re comfortable doing.”
“I’ve practiced on bananas, so I think I’ll be fine doing more than that.” His penis didn’t make me nervous. I just didn’t want to be terrible at it. “I have a bit of a gag reflex but I’ve heard some Doms like that sound. What are your feelings on gagging on a cock?”
“Positive.” He groaned as I giggled. “Very positive.”
