“With you,” Rowan pants out. “I don’t feel the pain when it happens, Luca. I’m in my own world with you. And I’d take that pain forever if it meant I could have you,” she cries out as she grinds harder on my dick, which is now straining against my jeans. “Don’t let them win, baby. Don’t,” she cries out as I squeeze her closer to me, my hips bucking under her. The noiseof the bench squeaking, her moans, and my heavy breathing are the only sounds in the room, before I can’t take it anymore and I come like a teenage boy in my pants.
Her moans become louder and I know she’s reaching her climax, her thrusting slowing.
Once we both catch our breath, we sit there. “I feel as if I’m being punished, and I know that isn’t the case, but I still feel that way. I feel like you see me broken.”
“Don’t say that shit.” I pull her close to me; she lays her head on my shoulder, looking at me. Her cheeks red with exertion, her breathing becoming more even. I kiss her lips, but she doesn’t kiss me back.
“Kiss me,” I demand, pulling her even closer. I can feel her heart pounding against my chest.
“Fuck me,” she replies, petting my beard, trying to tame it back into place.
I close my eyes, her words trying to tempt me.
“I love you,” I tell her as I pick her up, set her on her feet, and walk out of the gym, needing to get myself cleaned up and away from her.
Calling out from the gym, she says, “We can’t do this shit forever, Luca.” Her voice sounds manic.
I understand she is right, but my mind overwhelms me. The thought of hurting her—that fucks with me.
Shucking off my now sticky jeans and T-shirt, I stand under a cold spray of water, my body screaming at me to turn it off, but my mind ignores it. The cold water feels like needles hitting my skin, letting my mind try to think of something else other than Rowan and how I could hurt her.
I let myself enter thoughtlessness when hands wrap around my waist, making me jump in surprise. “If you’re going to torture yourself and me, I might as well join in.” Her words cascade to my ears as she kisses my back.
Shivers immediately take over my body as I become aware of the cold water falling on me.
In seconds, warm water unfreezes me from my spot. I look down at the most beautiful scene: Rowan on her knees in front of me.
“Don’t deny me,” she whispers up to me, her blue eyes bright, and I can’t say no.
I watch as she reaches out, encasing my cock with her tiny hand. She kisses the tip of my dick, followed by licking around it.
“Goddamn,” I whimper out. She doesn’t even have it in her mouth, and I want to come.
My hand shoots out, trying to find leverage on the tile wall, when her lips close around my base, taking me all the way in, hitting the back of her throat.
My moan is animalistic as I wrap my hand in her soaking wet hair, tangling it around my fingers, forcing her to take me deeper.
Rowan looks up at me, slowly blinking, ignoring the water falling into her eyes. She’s a masterpiece, beautiful and all mine.
Not letting myself think for another second, I rip my hand out of her hair, pull my cock from her mouth, and have her lifted in moments, slamming her into the tile wall as she wraps her legs around my waist.
A crazy laugh escapes her before I steal her mouth, swallowing it down. Our tongues fight, each wanting to dominate the other, but I win. I line my cock up with her entrance, sinking into her.
“Fuck, yeah. Oh God, Luca,” she screams out.
Her pussy fits me so well, molds around me, taking all of me, as I use the wall to help me hold her up while I pound into her.
I don’t know where I end and she begins. We’re one and in this moment, I make her a promise. “I will never look at you likeyou’re broken. You’re the best jagged piece that fits me, Killer,” I moan out to her as she cries out.
Her warmth is like home. Her tightness is Heaven. This, in this exact moment, is what I want my Heaven to be like. Just Rowan and I as one.
Scratching down my back, she groans out, “I love you.”
“Come for me, Killer.” I bite her plump bottom lip, pulling it into my mouth, sucking harshly.
“Ahhh!” she screams as my pounding becomes faster. “I missed you. God, I missed you,” she cries out.
My balls draw up, and I explode into her, as I feel her pussy constricting around me, knowing she’s coming as well.
