Page 60 of Until I Shatter


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Then, the recorder. My hand shakes as I press play again, my thumb hovering over the button. I shouldn't listen. It's poison. It's a relic from a dead world. But I have to. I have to understand.

Leo’s voice fills the room, cocky and alive."…give 'em a show?"

Then, the sound that splinters my soul. Jade's laugh. Bright, carefree, and utterly innocent. Captured from the car beside his, a moment of joy before the world ended.

And then Leo’s final, prophetic words."We're gonna be legends."

Tears stream down my face, hot and silent but they are not the tears of a victim anymore. They are the tears of a witness. This small, black device holds the last breath of his brother and the last laugh of my sister. It is the audio track to our shared apocalypse.

Cassian kept this. He kept this monument to his brother's fatal arrogance. He kept the sound of my sister's final moments.Cassian locked it away in a box with his mother's desperate warnings. He didn't just keep me in a cage. Cassian kept his entire life in one.

And I just stole the key.

A new feeling, cold and sharp, cuts through the grief. It’s not hope, it’s not courage. It’s clarity. The kind of clarity one finds at the edge of a cliff. I finally understand.

He came for me because I was the other half of the story. The loose thread, the living ghost from the crash. He didn't want to hurt me; he wanted to own me. To possess the last surviving piece of the event that destroyed his life, just as he possessed the last recording of his brother's voice.

I look at the items spread before me on the dusty floor. The proof of his family's corruption and the last relic of his brother's life. He collected my secrets, my fears, my body.

Now, I own his ghosts.

The thought is a revelation, a spark of fire in the void. The power dynamic has not just shifted. It has been inverted. He thinks he’s the monster, the wraith that haunts the shadows. He’s about to learn what it feels like to be haunted.

I can't just leak this to the press. A man like Dimitri Kostas doesn't get taken down by scandals; he buries them. And Cassian… Cassian would burn the world to get that recorder back. No, a public attack is clumsy. This requires a scalpel, not a sledgehammer.

I need to dismantle him. I need to use his secrets not to expose him to the world, but to expose him to himself.

A plan begins to form, terrifying and exhilarating in its audacity; I have the weapons. I have the will and for the first time in two years, I have a purpose beyond simply surviving. I will not be a ghost girl, a victim defined by a tragedy.

I will be the wraith.

I sit in the silence of my sanctuary, the city humming around me, and I feel a strange, chilling calm settle over me. He is coming. I know it with absolute certainty. The hunt is on.

Let him come. He is looking for the girl he caged.

He is going to find the woman who holds his soul in her hand.

Forty Two

Cassian

Thewarehouseisabrick-and-rust carcass in a forgotten part of the city. The air smells of decay and damp concrete. It is a perfect place for a ghost to hide. I park the car half a block away, the engine ticking in the sudden silence. I don’t need an army for this. This is not a siege. This is an exorcism.

I move through the shadows of the alley, my footsteps silent as I find the door to her studio, a slab of peeling paint and rusted steel. I don’t knock. Knocking is a request. I am here to collect.

I take a step back and drive my foot into the door, just beside the lock. The wood splinters with a sharp, violent crack. The deadbolt she trusted so much tears free from the frame. The door swings inward, slamming against the wall.

And there she is.

She is not cowering in a corner, she is not weeping. She is standing in the center of the room, bathed in the light of a single bare bulb, her feet planted. She is waiting for me.

On the floor between us sits the open box. My mother’s letters. The locket. The recorder. She hasn’t hidden them. She has displayed them. An altar built from the wreckage of my life. She isn't hiding from her crime. She is holding court.

The fury in my chest is so pure, so cold, it is almost serene. I take a single step into the room, letting the ruined door swing shut behind me. The air is thick with the scent of her fear, but it is laced with something else now. Something sharp and metallic. Defiance.

My voice is quiet. Dangerously quiet. “You went into my home. You put your hands on things that were not yours to touch.”

Her chin lifts. There are tear tracks on her face, but her eyes are dry and hard as flint. She gives a small, incredulous shake of her head, as if I am the one who doesn’t understand.