Page 59 of Until I Shatter


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She listened to it. She heard his voice. His last words.

The ice shatters and the rage comes back, a thousand times hotter, a thousand times more focused. This is not the anger of a captor whose prize has escaped. This is the desecrated fury of a man whose holiest place has been defiled. She didn't just steal a box, she stole my ghosts. She stole the last, private piece of my brother that existed on this earth.

I stalk back to the desk where I left my phone. The call with Dimitri is still connected, his infuriated voice still squawking onthe other end. I slam the phone down, shattering the screen and cutting him off mid-sentence. He does not matter. The board does not matter. Nothing matters but her.

My entire strategy has been wrong. I have been hunting a frightened rabbit, sending an army of wolves to scour the open fields, but this was not the act of a rabbit. This was the act of a viper. Precise. Silent. Venomous.

She didn’t just run, she planned, she waited. She came back.

How?The service elevator. The design flaw. The one vulnerability in my fortress. It’s the only way.

And the timing. She knew I would be gone. She knew my schedule.

My mind flashes to Milo. His fear. His nervous energy. The way he couldn't meet my eyes. He was the only one who knew about the fights. The only one she had a chance to speak to. I make a mental note. I will deal with Milo later. He will pray with a quick death.

Right now, I have to think like her.

I close my eyes, forcing the red haze of my fury to recede. I picture her face in the elevator. The terror was real, but beneath it was a glimmer of something else. Resolve.

Aria has the certificate. She knows about my father and her mother. She has the recorder. Aria knows Leo was at the wheel. She thinks she has weapons. She thinks she can expose us, that she has leverage.

Where does a soldier go when they have new ammunition?They don't run home to their parents—she knows her mother is the enemy. They go to ground. They find a defensible position. A base of operations.

A place that belongs only to her.

I stride to my laptop, my fingers flying across the keyboard, ignoring the broken glass on the desk. The city-wide searchis over. I call it off with a single, brutal text message to my foreman: STAND DOWN. NEW INTEL.

The hunt is no longer a blanket operation. It is now a surgical strike.

I pull up the files I had my investigators compile on her when I first found her. Everything. Her financials, her grades, her sparse employment history. It was all a dead end before. She was a ghost, living on the fumes of a trust fund that paid her rent.

But I wasn't looking for the right thing. I was looking for weaknesses, I should have been looking for a stronghold.

I find it in a dry legal document. A lease agreement. Not for her apartment but for a small, non-residential studio space in a pre-war warehouse building in the arts district. A place she pays for out of her own dwindling savings. A place no one else would know about. Her sanctuary.

I pull up the address on the map. It’s only a few miles away.

A cold, predatory calm settles over me. The rage is still there, a white-hot core beneath the ice but it is now a tool, not a storm.

Aria thinks she has escaped. She thinks she is safe, she thinks she is the hunter now, the one who holds the secrets.

She is a ghost, hiding in a room, clutching a box of memories. She has no idea that I am the one who built the tomb, and I am coming to collect my dead.

Forty One

Aria

Thedoorofthestudio clicks shut behind me, and the sound is a final, declarative slam on the life I knew before. I slide the deadbolt home, my body slumping against the wood. My legs give out and I slide to the floor, my lungs burning, my entire body trembling with the violent aftershocks of adrenaline.

I am safe. The words are a prayer, a mantra I repeat in the silent, dusty air. I am safe.

For how long is a question I don't dare ask.

After a long moment, I push myself up. My hands are raw, my nails bitten down from clutching the wooden box. I place it on the concrete floor in the center of the room, regarding it like it’s an unexploded bomb. In a way, it is.

Under the single, bare bulb hanging from the ceiling, I lay out my spoils of war. The certificate. The recorder. The faded letters from a dead mother to her sons.

First, the certificate. The legal document that rewrites my entire life. Dimitri Kostas and Caroline Miller. The names are an obscenity. My mother didn't just move on, she didn't just abandon me in my grief. She made a deal. She traded her daughter's memory for a new life, marrying into the family whose son was responsible for her death. It wasn't a marriage; it was a merger. A hostile takeover of our family's tragedy. The void I lived in wasn't empty; it was a crater my own mother had dug, and she'd lined it with gold.