Is someone getting the best, the best, the best,
the best of you?
Who is there with them now?
Are you gone and onto someone new?
Is he the one holding them at night? Is he the
one that Erin sleeps with every night, resting her
head on his chest?
Its real, the pain you feel.
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Is he the one that caresses her belly and makes
the baby hear his voice so that she grows with
confidence?
Is he the one that took my life?
It’s this damn pain I feel in my chest, my head
and my bones. Will it kill me on the spot or make
me go completely crazy?
10Best Of You, In Your Honor, Foo Fighters
Because I am going crazy, I am losing control of
my mind and my senses because I cannot see or
hear anything but her, even if she has gone
bringing everything with her.
“Hey, I think you need a break.” Aaron rests his
hand on my back looking at me seriously.
“What … Why?”
“Patrick, you’re a mess. You can’t go on like
this.”
He’s right about that. I’m dead inside and
maybe outside too.
I nod, clenching my jaw tightly to placate the
rage and frustration I feel as I rest the bass against
