Damian sighed, his eyes roaming Gabe’s body, the lean muscles on his back and shoulders, a surge of lust coursing down his body, but something was wrong. Watching his ribs rise, his hands curled around his head pushed in the blanket. He stroked his hand down his back, tracing his spine, grabbing his hip gently. Pulling him back against his hardening flesh. “Is this what you want?”
“Yes… please…” A soft whimper, impatient.
Damian removed his hand and lay down next to him, waiting.
Gabe blinked and opened his eyes, meeting those steel eyes. “What… what are you doing?”
“Waiting.”
“For what?”
“For you.”
“I’m here… ready…”
“Your ass might be ready, but I won’t fuck your ass.” He stroked Gabe’s hair. “Because I want you, not just your ass.”
Gabe’s body flushed with anger, that warm anger above his dread.No, no, no. “Just fuck me, what’s the big deal? You’ve done it before, right? Nameless women at parties and orgies where you just had to stick it in and hammer away. What’s the big fucking deal?!” He had sat, almost trembling, and Damian just reached out and pulled him down next to him.
Facing him, his voice soft. “You’re not just a nameless ass, ok? Not to me.”
“You over complicate this.” He pulled a face, trying to push an anger to the front.
“Maybe…” Damian pulled him close, feeling him resist a bit, but then he melted into his kiss, that mellow, lush kiss. Watching each other, Gabe on the verge of tears. “So…?”
“Just… just do something…”
As if I knew… fuck…But he pushed Gabe on their bed, rolling on top of him.
Gabe’s eyes widened. “What? You… we shouldn’t… not like this…”
“Why?” Stroking his hair, his face. Searching his eyes, seeing the tears there.
“Because… it’s easier if I don’t see you…”
This stung, and Damian’s face darkened. “Oh…”
“Easier for me, ok? Nothing against you…” Losing his words when Damian crushed his mouth, kissing him wide, pinning him down with his weight.
Panting as they parted, facing his drowned hazel eyes. “If this is not how you want it, you can go back on your knees and disappear… and let me pound your nameless ass.”
“I don’t know…”
Damian kissed him softly, holding his jaw, forcing his eyes to stay in his eyes. “I think you do know…”
“Ok… just fuck me like this… I don’t care…”
“Tsk… still wrong…” Licking his ear, holding him tight, licking down his neck, feeling his rock-hard erection trapped under him. Grinding.
“Please… please… fuck me…”
“No…” Gabe’s eyes widened, filled with tears. “I won’t fuck you, Gabe…” Stroking his face, the tears away. “What about making love?”
Gabe’s breath caught. “Love?”
Damian didn’t answer, his eyes asking, and Gabe pushed against him. “Ok, then… Love me.” Closing his eyes at the word, his tears pearling down his face. Spreading his legs for Damian, pulling his knees up a bit.
Damian spat in his hand, a bit flushed, the whole position a bit awkward as he could not hold his weight with his broken arm, but he leant on an elbow, then reached down to coat himself as best as he could.Fuck. Feeling Gabe pant under him. He sucked his fingers in his mouth and reached down between Gabe’s legs, circling around, pushing in gently. Stressed out of his mind, listening to Gabe’s soft moans as he stretched him a bit.Ok, ok…taking his cock, he pushed it against Gabe’s hole, trembling a bit on his elbow.Fuck. Slipping aside, almost collapsing on him.
