He was standing already and stroked his hand down Damian’s cheek. “Let’s do those chores…”
“Look at you… all eager all of a sudden.”
Gabe’s eyes gleamed. “I have plans.”
“I can hardly wait.”
Mad thrilled. Dead scared.
Chapter 10
Theywenttothehut after a meal and rearranged the bedding, pulling all the leaves together, smoothing two blankets on them. Kneeling, facing each other when they were done. Gabe’s heart in his throat because he wanted it so much, but at the same time, had no idea what they were having. He sat on the bed, watching Damian do the same.
He licked his lips. “So…” Glancing at him, wishing Damian averted his eyes, looked at something else, but those steel eyes were on him, waiting, slightly amused, maybe… “So, uh… have you done this before?”
“Done what?”
“You’re not making this easier…”
“I’m not sure what you want to ask?”
“We want to fuck, right?”
Damian arched his eyebrows. “Do we?”
“Jesus! Ok. I want to fuck, ok? Better?”
He shrugged, a smile playing on his lips. “What do you want to know?”
“Have you… ever done anal?”
Damian smiled. “Yes. Happy?”
“But not with a guy…”
“I assume an ass is an ass.” He grinned at Gabe’s face, a slight anger above his cheeks flaming up.
“Well, whatever… we don’t have protection… obviously… so…”
“I’m all clean if that’s your worry. Tested and whatever the fuck. I couldn’t put Maddie at risk, even if I fucked around shamelessly, as you know.”
“Oh, great… I’m clean too.”
Damian grinned. “You’re so cute. Asking this when we are basically alone, probably for the rest of our lives, and who the fuck cares if we infect each other with something, right? But hey, one less deadly stuff to tick off the list.” He reached over and stroked Gabe’s cheek. “You’re always so precise? Should we discuss positions, time, how long? Oh, lube? I guess we don’t have that either.”
Gabe’s face flushed. “I can go with spit…”
Damian laughed, vaguely embarrassed. “Sure… ok…”
“Fine then. I can’t wait any longer. I’ve been wanting to get fucked since this morning…” Leaning to Damian, a twinge of surprise in those wide eyes.
“No pressure, right?” He smiled, opening his mouth to Gabe’s hungry kiss. Hoping that he could fulfill that wish, a tiny nag at the back of his mind at his words. Gabe pressed his body close as they got on their knees, holding tight, eating each other up.
An overpowering feeling birthing in Gabe as he went a bit slack in those broad arms, under his mouth, a feeling magnified by that ever-present death hanging over their heads.Not good. Not fair.Not fair when he might not feel the same at all. He pushed Damian slightly away, panting. “Fuck me.”
A slight frown at his words. “Ok…” Trying to catch his eyes, but Gabe had turned, going on all fours, his chest to the bed, burying his head in his arms. Damian blinked. “Is this how you want it?“ And what the fuck should I do now??Vaguely panicked, but his hand strayed to Gabe’s ass, tentatively roaming that smooth skin.
Jolting a bit at his muffled voice. “Yes. Just fuck me. Please.”
