"Oh my God, I can't say that." My cheeks light up again and betray me. Who knew I'd get this fucking weird about talking sex with my best friend.
"How about this..." June pokes my knee. "If you tell me and it's not something I've already done, I'll give you whatever you want. Name it."
I narrow my gaze at her. "You're trying to trick me."
She shakes her head, her dark hair swaying on her shoulders.
"Okay..." I chew at my lip. "So, this one time, we uh...we, well, I asked them to...to do two at the same time."
June blinks as if she's processing what I just confessed. "You mean, like you and two guys or two dicks in the same hole?"
"June!" I blurt out.
"What? I'm only trying to understand the scenario."
Drawing in a breath, I wonder why I ever brought this up to begin with. "Twodicks, at the same time. In the same hole." I add that last bit quietly.
"That's like, a normal day for us. Double vaginal penetration is a good way to warm up."
My eyes widen. "Warm up to what?"
June grins, her smile resembling something of the Cheshire cat. "Triple."
"Triple dicks? In the same hole. Is that actually possible?" I cover my mouth and glance around as if I'll somehow get in trouble for blurting it out.
June laughs and bobs her head up and down. "I can assure you; it is possible."
I consider her confirmation and recall that instance where I had said I wanted all my guys at the same time. Then, it was an impossible thought that had crossed my mind in a frenzied haze of lust and desire and the idea that it might be our last time, but now, with her sitting right in front of me, living proof, it might be a reality I'm willing to explore.
"Did it hurt?" I ask her, my mind running wild at the new questions that have formed. "And like, how? That's a lot of legs."
"I mean, it wasn't without effort, especially the first time."
"First time? You mean you've done it multiple times?"
June shrugs. "I mean, practice makes perfect." She winks at me and continues. "The first time was a challenge figuring out who went where, and it kind of depends on if the guys are comfortable with each other or not. Simon and Coen have their differences, so that complicated things, but they knew it was what I wanted, so they made it work."
I imagine the logistics it would take to pull something like that off but draw a blank on how it would work. A woman's body is truly a magical lifeforce—the idea that three dicks could fit inside isn’t what's hard to wrap my head around...but the way the guys would have to enter...and the position I'd have to be in to make it happen.
Regardless, if my best friend says it's possible, it leaves me with one thing incredibly certain: I want to try triple vaginal penetration, even if the thought of it borderline terrifies me.
* * *
Alec takes my hand and guides me into the private elevator outside of my apartment that Miller gave me at The Wellerton.
Miller joked and said he would rename the building after me, but I insisted that a multi-million-dollar unit was far more than enough.
"Nothing is ever too much, for you, my Queen," Miller had said. His love and generosity truly knowing no bounds.
"Where are we going?" I ask Alec as he cups my hand in between his in the confined space.
"It's a surprise." He breaks away to push a button I've never pressed before. Alec kisses my knuckles, one at a time, the elevator chiming once he's caressed his lips over the last one.
I glance from him to the open air outside of us. "I didn't know this went to the roof."
Alec guides me out, his hand lingering on the exposed part of the small of my back. "Did I tell you how gorgeous you are tonight?"
We round the corner and step into the lit-up terrace, the whole thing illuminated by fairy lights that are strung about. My heart stutters as I take it all in, the memory of what he wanted our first date to be coming to me from all those weeks ago. I had a feeling he wouldn't let it go; I just wasn't positive he'd actually follow through with it now that our relationship has already been established.
