“They told Chad he had to use one so that he didn’t catch what Ihad.”
“You didn’t have anything,Ryan.”
He nodded, and his eyes returned to mychest.
“Anyhow, it doesn’t matter if they are or aren’tused.”
Such a mess they made of my boy’s mind. I had already decided that if we get to the point of ever having sex, my shaft would bebare.
Before we left my bedroom, I stood him in front of the full-length mirror and asked him what he saw today. It was one of my exercises that I found value in for him. There were two main purposes for it. One, to get him to look at his own body more and see it for the beautiful form that he was. And two, to help him buildconfidence.
“A guy who flinched and ruined everything today,” was hisresponse.
He didn’t see what I saw yet, but hewould.
