Haze pulled back and roughly shoved his entire dick deep inside me. I cried out at the pleasing pain as it shot through my nerves. He pulled my mouth back to his, refusing to let me breathe while thrusting into me a second time. Then a third, all while ingesting my moans and cries. He watched my body coil and my face twist as he moved, consuming my visible pleasure.
I bit his lower lip with my teeth and tasted his blood. He groaned, pulling away with a wide smile. “Careful, little sis.” He licked his lip. “I might just make you bleed as well.” The playful threat made my nerves twitch. He then pinned my arms down against the hood of the car and pounded into me. My bare spine ground along the metal hood, and Haze held nothing back, fucking me fiercely in the cold night. He didn’t care if anyone saw us, because all he cared about was me. And I ate it up. I didn’t care how much my wrists ached or my back hurt from how rough he was being. I had him all to myself. He was mine, and I was his. The two of us, trapped in a shared sick little fantasy.
I never want this to end.
My body tightened and I knew I was about to come again, meaning this moment would soon end. It made me sad, but I was more focused on how good he was fucking me. “Don’t stop,” I whimpered, trying to prolong the inevitable. “Please.” Haze let go of my wrists and gripped my throat again as he adjusted his stance. He squeezed so tight, I was left gasping for air as he fucked me even harder. I knew it was only a matter of timebefore I came, and as he stared down at me and smiled, I broke. “Oh fuck!” I struggled, feeling the wave of my pleasure wash over me. “No, not yet. Not yet!”
My eyes began to roll, but he kept his grip around my neck. “You keep those eyes on me,” he groaned. “No more performing. Show me your face as I make you come all over my dick. Just like that night you finally gave in to me. Into your true desires.” I knew exactly what he meant. He was referring to the night in our apartment, when I finally let go of all my fears and let myself have the one thing I really wanted.Him.
He reached down and rubbed my overly sensitive clit, milking my climax. I cried out, trying to resist, forcing my eyes to stay on him. The memory of that night flooded my brain. And before I knew it, I was coming a second time, and even harder than the first. “Oh fuck!” I cried out. My back arched as I choked on the cold air, my strained breathing nearly cutting my voice short as the wave of excitement washed over me. “Fuck! Oh, Haze!” My arms tugged against his grip, and I struggled to breathe, screaming and straining against him.
Haze smiled, watching my body twist and turn, listening to my cries as I orgasmed all over his dick. I had come so hard that his dick was drenched in my wetness. “That’s right, little sis,” he huffed. “Say my fucking name!” His head dipped back as his own moans grew and overflowed from his mouth. He pushed his thumb into my mouth, feeling my tongue as I tried to suck it through my cries. He slammed harder and deeper, moving until he couldn’t fight it any longer. The sound of him moaning as he came inside me nearly sent me over the edge. I felt the warmth of his cum fill my body and seep from it until it was running down my legs. And despite his own orgasm, he didn’t stop. He just kept thrusting, drawing it out until he could barely breathe.
Together, we continued to fuck until our bodies could barely function, leaving us panting and exhausted. We sat there, stillconnected and drenched in each other’s excitement, staring back at one another as the soft mist continued.
Haze tried to control his breathing as he released my neck. “I don’t want to move.” He spoke in a low voice. “I don’t want to leave you.” He kissed me softly.
I reached up and touched his face as I used my legs to pull him closer. His dick dipped further inside me, and we both moaned, still overly sensitive. “Then don’t. Don’t leave me.”
His eyes fell. “You know I have to.” He gently removed my hand and slowly removed his dick from inside my body. My walls squeezed, trying to keep him inside. “Indi,” he growled. “As much as I would love to remain inside your tight little pussy, I can’t.” He pulled further back until his dick dropped from me. Our mixed wetness dripped and strung from our bodies, making a mess. He reached down and ran his fingers along my thighs, wiping the mess away. The gesture made me whimper a tiny moan. “Fuck,” he groaned while returning his dick to his jeans. “You’re not making this easy.”
I slowly sat up and rested my legs around him, refusing to let him go. His hands glided back up my thighs, and I leaned forward, tugging at his soaked black shirt. “It is easy. Just don’t go. Stay with me.” My mouth gently met his, and I kissed him between words. “Don’t leave. Please. I need you, Haze.”
“Indi,” he whispered. “It’s too dangerous.”
His hands grabbed mine, but I pulled away, hurt. “So what? You think you can just show up, fuck me, and leave? Just like Halloween?” Haze’s expression hardened. “I thought you loved me, Haze. But I guess not.” I pushed my brother away, grabbed the leather jacket, and walked back to the driver’s side door as I put it on.
“Indi,” he called after me. I tried to ignore him, too raw and emotional. I reached for the handle and opened the door. His hand appeared as he forced the door shut. He then whippedmy body around and slammed me against it. “Don’t you dare question how I feel about you,” he snarled. “Don’t you ever say that!” His temper both startled me and made me a bit excited. “The only reason I’m even on the run is because I care for you. Because I’m so helplessly and selfishly in fucking love with you!” His hands slammed against the car window on either side of me, making me jump. Rain drops fell from his face onto mine as he spoke. “I don’t want to leave you, Indi. If I could, I would spend every minute of every fucking day with you. But I can’t,” he groaned. “And while you’re living your life in the light, I’m hiding away in the shadows, doing everything I can to make sure you are safe.”
“How can you protect me and keep me safe if you’re gone?” I hissed.
He leaned in closer. “Did you really think I would just walk away and leave you alone?” He scoffed. “I watch you every single fucking day, making sure no one even so much as fucking looks at you. Doing all I can to keep you safe, because you’re mine, Indi.” I stared up at him. “You say I don’t love you, but I risk getting caught every day to just catch even a glimpse of you. I can’t live without you. You are my only reason for existing, Indi. Without you, I havenothing.” He tugged at my lower lip with his thumb. “You are my everything, little sis.”
My heart nearly stopped, and I had to remember to breathe…to remember why I was even upset.
I cleared my throat. “If that’s true, then you would’ve seen a long time ago just how miserable my life really is.” I swatted his hand away and stepped forward. “You think I like my life? Being stuck in that shitty little apartment with Mary-Jane?” I scoffed. “I fucking hate it, Haze!”
His jaw tightened. “Then leave.”
“I can’t! Not only am I broke, thanks to her. But no one will rent to me! And do you know why?” He didn’t answer. “Becausewe share the same last name, Haze! Osvaldo. Haze and Indi Osvaldo. You think people don’t see that and immediately think of you? Just because they don’t know about us, doesn’t mean they don’t know about you and what you did. Everyone knows what you did, Haze. And because of it, no one will hire me. No one will rent to me. And no one will acknowledge me.” Thunder rolled in the air as the rain began to pick up.
My brother eyed me closely, hiding his pain. “I didn’t realize how hard I’d made your life.”
I couldn’t tell if he was being serious or sarcastic, but either way, it annoyed me. “It’s not even that! I–I can’t even talk to you! What happened to the phone you were texting me on? Huh? You never replied to any of my texts, and now, I can’t text you at all! I can’t even talk to you! Do you know how hard that is? To just–just break down and completely confess my darkest desires, giving myself to you entirely, and then you leave! You left me!”
Haze looked away. “Well, now you know how it feels.” Thunder rolled again.
I raised my brow and scoffed. “Fuck you.” I roughly pushed him away and walked back towards the front of the car, grabbing my dress from the hood. “I’m so fucking done with this! I can’t keep living this way!”
“What do you want from me, Indi?” He followed, shouting and arguing. “You want us to go back to our old lives, pretending like nothing happened? We can’t just go back to the way things were! We can’t run away together! No matter where we go, the police will be looking for me! It’s not safe!”
I spun around to face him. “Ahh! You still don’t fucking get it, do you? You can run and hide from the world, Haze, but you can’t hide from me!”
Lightning flickered above as thunder followed. The two of us stood there, both completely wrecked and fucked, two souls begging to stay together in such impossible situations. It wastorture, knowing my words were hurting him, but what I had said was true. I wanted him more than anything, but I couldn’t live like this anymore. It was too painful.
Fog clouded my face as I breathed. Tears ran down my face with the rain and I crumbled. “I can’t do this anymore, Haze. I can’t keep pretending I’m okay, because I’m not! I don’t want to live another day without you! I want you in my life. Ineedyou! You think you’re protecting me, keeping me safe by staying away? You’re only making it worse! A piece of me dies inside every day that I have to live without you!”
“Indi—” Haze stepped closer, reaching out for me.
