And in that moment we stayed on the floor holdin’ each other like we was the only two people left in the world, cryin’ and kissin’ and makin’ silent promises that this time we would fight for real.
“Baby, tell me you love me,” Kay’Lo groaned in my ear while he pushed his dick against my entrance slow, lettin’ the tip of his dick rub right there like he was tryna tease the breath out of me. His voice cracked when he said it, and that sound made my whole body shake ‘cause I could feel how desperate he was before he even slid inside.
He kept the tip right there, slidin’ it up and down against my clit, lettin’ the heat build until my thighs started tremblin’ around him. His breath was all over my neck, warm and shaky, and his hands was holdin’ the back of my thighs like he needed to keep me close enough so I wouldn’t slip away from him again. Every slow pass of the tip of his dick made my stomach twist up, and I felt my hips lift on their own like my body was beggin’ for him to stop playin’ and put it inside.
Kay’Lo kissed my cheek with his lips shakin’, then kissed the corner of my mouth like he was scared to lose the taste of me. His tears was still fallin’, the warm drops hittin’ my face while he kept rubbin’ his tip against me slow, draggin’ it right over the spot that made me gasp every time he slid across it. My whole body leaned into him ‘cause the tease was makin’ me lose my damn mind, and the more he did it, the more I felt myself open up for him like I needed him deeper than I needed air.
“Toni…” he whispered, his voice low and hurt while he kept his strokes slow, the tip movin’ just soft enough to drive me crazy. “Don’t leave me, baby. Please don’t ever leave me.”
The way he said it made my heart hurt, but the way he rubbed me made my legs shake even harder. I wrapped my armsaround his shoulders and pulled him closer ‘cause every slow pass of his tip made my whole body ache for him. I could feel how warm he was, how thick he felt even before he went inside, and the tease was makin’ my hips jump like I was tryna guide him in myself.
He ain’t push in, and he ain’t speed up.
He just kept rubbin’ the tip of his dick against my clit slow and deep enough to make me whisper his name.
“‘Lo… please…” I breathed out ‘cause the build-up was too much and not enough at the same time. I wanted him inside me so bad my voice came out all soft and shaky, like I couldn’t hold none of that need in no more.
He kissed me again, slow and emotional, and whispered, “I’m right here, baby,” while he slid his tip across me one more time, makin’ my whole body jerk from how good it felt.
“Baby I love you so much,” he whispered, his voice low and broken as he held himself right at my openin’, barely pushin’ in but just enough to make my stomach twist. “I can’t lose you. You not leavin’ me. You hear me? You not walkin’ out my life.”
The second those words left his mouth, he pushed into me deep enough to make my hips jump off the mattress. It was deep enough to make a cry break outta me before I could even hold it back. It was deep enough to make my nails dig into his back while my whole body jerked.
He groaned in my ear when he felt my pussy grip around him, and his hips pressed down heavier like he needed to bury himself all the way inside me so I could feel how real he was.
“Baby…” I gasped ‘cause the way he slid in felt like he was pushin’ every fear and every promise inside me at the same time.
He kissed my cheek slow and emotional, then whispered right against my mouth, “You belong right here with me. I’m not lettin’ you go. You not goin’ nowhere.”
His voice broke again, and his dick pulsed deep inside me, makin’ my body jerk one more time.
I wrapped my arms around him and rubbed the back of his head just like he liked, slow and soft, and the second my nails touched his scalp he let out this deep sound in my ear that came straight from his chest, like he been holdin’ that noise in and my touch finally dragged it out of him. His whole body dropped heavier on top of mine like he couldn’t hold his own weight no more. He was warm and sweaty and shakin’ with everything he felt for me. He pressed his chest against mine and I felt his heart hittin’ hard against my skin, beatin’ fast like he was scared to death of losin’ me, and that alone made my tears fall even harder.
He kissed the side of my face slow and messy, lickin’ every tear before it could slide down to my jaw, and the way his mouth moved felt like he was tryna drink all the pain right out of me. His lips dragged along my cheek. His tears was fallin’ too, warm drops landin’ on my skin while he pushed his dick deeper into me like he needed our bodies connected to calm whatever storm was still inside him.
His hands slid up my back and grabbed me harder, holdin’ me in place like he couldn’t risk me movin’ even an inch. His hips rolled slow and deep, makin’ my stomach twist and my legs shake around him, and the heat from his body soaked into mine until I couldn’t even think straight.
“Damn, Toni,” he whispered, his voice low and heavy. “You feel like home. You make me feel like I can breathe again. Don’t ever let go of me.”
He kissed me again, even closer to my mouth this time, and his lips trembled against my skin. His tongue touched the corner of my mouth before he finally kissed me full on the lips. The kiss tasted like sweat and tears and love all mixed into one, and whenhe pulled back just enough to breathe, his lips brushed mine while he whispered my name soft and broken.
His tears dropped onto my face again, and I wiped them with my thumbs even while my own was still fallin’. He pushed into me deeper, his body tremblin’ from the emotion instead of the sex, and he kissed me again, this one even slower.
“Baby…” he breathed out, the word shakin’ in his throat while he slid his hands down to my waist and pulled me up into him. “I need you. I need you so bad.”
His voice had this thick ache in it, and the way he was lookin’ at me made my whole body weak. Sweat slid down the side of his face and dropped onto my neck as he kissed his way across my cheek again, then down to my jaw, then back to my lips like he couldn’t stay away from my mouth for more than a second. And every time he kissed me, he rolled his hips deeper. It was slow enough to feel it everywhere, deep enough to make my toes curl and my throat tighten with another cry.
“Baby please,” he whispered while his hips rolled deeper, hittin’ a place inside me that made my legs lift higher without me even meanin’ to. “I need you to say it. Baby I need to hear it. Tell me you love me.”
His voice was so hurt and so raw that it made my chest cave in. I grabbed his face with both hands and pulled him into a kiss so deep I felt it all the way in my stomach. His tears was fallin’ on my cheeks and mine was fallin’ on his lips, and the taste of all that emotion mixed with the way he was movin’ that dick inside me made me feel like my whole body was open and soft and tied to him in ways I couldn’t even describe.
“I love you,” I whispered against his lips, and he let out the softest whimper.
The moment the words left my mouth, he pushed deeper. It was slow but so deep that my back arched up off the mattress. He reached behind my thighs and lifted my legs higher, bendin’them back so far my knees brushed the bed on each sides of my head. The position opened me up in a way that made my breath leave my chest all at once. The size of his dick stretched me in a way that felt like love and pressure and pain and pleasure all mixed together, and his hips pushed into mine in deep, long strokes that made my whole body tremble.
“Baby look at me,” he said, his voice thick like he been cryin’ for hours. “I need your eyes on me while I’m inside you.”
I opened my eyes and his face was right above mine, red and wet and full of love and fear and everything else he ain’t never say out loud. He kissed me again then slid his lips down to my neck, suckin’ on the side while he rolled his hips slow, hittin’ the deepest spot inside me over and over. My hands grabbed at his back, slid down all that hard muscle, then came up to the back of his head again ‘cause he always softened when I touched that part of him.
