Jax leaned back into the pillow and Ryder followed him down. He kissed and nipped every inch of Jax’s skin till his body was desperate for more. Ryder came back up for a kiss, not going where Jax desperately wanted him to. His cock leaked, his body felt too tight. It wasn’t enough.
He wanted more. Jax lifted his hips so that his cock brushed Ryder’s. His mate moaned and stilled, then he looked in Jax’s eyes and Jax whispered, “Please, I need…” Before he could finish, Ryder stole the words in a drugging kiss that left him dazed, then he crawled down Jax’s body.
Without warning, his warm mouth engulfed Jax’s leaking cock and he cried out, arching his back.
“So good,” he moaned.
Watching Ryder’s wet lips around his dick did things to Jax’s insides. He’d always been the one doing this. But Ryder … Jax moaned as his mate worked his dick and played with his balls. And made him feel like he had never felt before. When their eyes met, Ryder’s shone with an emotion that stole Jax’s breath.
Jax tried to hold back his orgasm, but it slammed into him before he could even warn Ryder to pull off. As his cum flooded Ryder’s mouth, his mate swallowed over and over, milking Jax for more of his release.
Eventually, Ryder released his cock and moved up Jax’s body, taking his mouth in a scorching kiss that left him reeling and his cock stirring again, even after he’d just come.
Tasting himself on Ryder’s tongue did something to Jax. He sat up when he realized that he should reciprocate. He leaned forward and began to put his hand on Ryder’s crotch, but Ryder grabbed his wrist. “I want to come inside you.” His voice was ragged. “I want to claim you, Jax.”
That should have scared Jax, but it didn’t. He couldn’t speak. For a second, all those dreams he’d had while lying on the floor flashed behind his eyes and the alpha in those dreams finally had a face, Ryder’s.
So he nodded and whispered, “Yes.” He moved closer to Ryder and put his hand over his chest. “Yes, please.”
His sated body was already starting to stir again.
“I’ll take it slow, I promise,” Ryder whispered.
“I know,” Jax said. “I know.” And he did.
Ryder blanketed his body but didn’t put his weight down on Jax. He smiled softly before pressing his lips against Jax’s. Jax closed his eyes and let himself be swept away in the taste, the heat of his mate.
He put his arms around Ryder’s neck and his legs around his waist, and finally, his mate’s weight covered him. Jax should have been frightened, but he wasn’t because he felt safe surrounded by his alpha.
Ryder took his time, bringing Jax’s body back to life, teasing and kissing every inch. He took his time before running his hands over Jax’s ass before spreading his cheeks apart. Nerves hit Jax in full force; even though he knew Ryder wouldn’t hurt him, fear of the past engulfed him.
He closed his eyes tightly, refusing to look, but then his lips were taken in a kiss. “Breathe, relax,” Ryder whispered against his lips. “We don’t have to do this, okay?”
He slowly opened his eyes and met Ryder’s sincere gaze. Jax let out a breath, and another and another, till he felt the tension leave his body.
“I want to,” Jax whispered. “With you. I want to.”
Ryder studied him for a moment before finally nodding. “Okay, we’ll take this slow, baby, but you can always stop, and I will.”
His lips lifted slightly and Jax captured Ryder’s lips in a kiss, then pulled back. “I know.”
Ryder kissed a spot on his neck that had shivers running through his body, then he moved lower, teasing Jax’s sensitive nipples. He closed his eyes and just let himself feel, all the while reminding himself that this was Ryder.
It didn’t take long to get his body back on board, and by the time he felt the swipe of Ryder’s tongue over his hole, he gasped and his eyes flew open. Ryder’s tongue teased and flicked Jax’s most intimate of places, and it felt better than anything he could ever have imagined.
“Goddess. Sooo good,” he moaned.
Ryder kissed, sucked, and licked his hole like a starving man who had just found his first meal. Jax never wanted him to stop.
When Ryder’s finger began to push inside him, his body froze for a second, but it didn’t hurt. It was uncomfortable for a moment, but Ryder took his time, kissing his thigh and pumping his cock until Jax began to ride his alpha’s finger. Panting and begging every time Ryder stroked his sweet spot.
Ryder kept rubbing circles over his gland, and he was sure his head was going to combust as the pleasure inside of him built.
He was close to coming again, but he wanted more. “Please, I want the next time to be with you.”
Ryder nodded and continued to prepare him, and Jax loved the feel of his hands on him. Jax could feel himself getting slicker with everything that Ryder did.
He’d never had that.
