And he’d been called broken because of it. Now his hole leaked, he was so turned on.
When Jax finally felt Ryder’s cock bumping up against his ass, Ryder covered his mouth in a drugging kiss. He broke their kiss, and Jax’s eyes flew open to find Ryder’s eyes on him. He couldn’t look away. Ryder held Jax’s gaze as he pushed his cock inside Jax’s body.
He felt the tip press against him, and a part of him prepared for the pain, but when Ryder’s crown passed the resistant outer muscles, that searing pain never came. He felt stretched, but it was good, soo damn good. Jax gasped when Ryder’s first few inches slipped inside of him.
The feeling of Ryder’s cock against his slick inner walls … He’d never known it could be like this. When Ryder slid all the way into his body, it felt right and tears filled his eyes.
Ryder froze inside him and began to pull back. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” His alpha looked like he was the one in pain. More tears flowed because for Ryder to feel that way at the thought of hurting him … it was everything.
Ryder didn’t move, and Jax could tell he was barely breathing.
His arms went around Ryder’s neck, and he pulled him down for a kiss, even as tears continued to leak from his eyes. His mate stayed frozen at first, but something must have gotten through to him because he began kissing Jax back.
Jax finally broke the kiss and whispered, “I didn’t know it could be like this.”
“I am forever honored that I am your first,” Ryder said.
At his words, Jax’s heart jumped and he looked away, but Ryder turned his head so he was looking at him. “Because I am Jax,” he said. “I am.”
Jax swallowed and nodded. “I’m ready.” He thrust his hips and groaned. “Claim me, Ryder.”
“It would be my greatest honor and joy, my love,” Ryder whispered.
“Love?” Jax practically choked on the word. Did Ryder mean it?
“I do love you, Jax.” Ryder stroked down his cheek, but even as he spoke, Jax could tell how much strength it took for him to stay still inside his body. And for some reason, that—along with his every other action—made the words true and very easy to say. “I love you too, Ryder.”
It was his mate’s turn to gasp, then Ryder lowered his head and kissed him. They lost themselves in the kiss for a moment. When Ryder finally broke away, they were both gasping for breath.
“Claim me, Ryder,” Jax repeated, lifting his hips and making his mate moan.
Jax had never been so turned on in his life. His entire body ached with the need to come. His spine tingled and his body cried out for more.
Ryder pulled out of his body, leaving only the tip of his cock in and pushed back in one smooth move. Jax’s breath hitched, and he moaned. “My Goddess.”
His mate started slowly at first, with every thrust hitting that spot inside him that made his whole body light up.
Ryder nuzzled Jax’s neck, teasing the spot he knew would soon have a claiming bite. His wolf howled at that.
Every thrust had sensations flooding Jax’s body. Ryder slid his hand between them and gripped Jax’s dick, stroking it from root to tip.
“Oooh. Oooh,” Jax cried. “This is what … Goddess. Wow.” He knew he wasn’t making sense, but he didn’t care.
“So good,” Ryder growled and from his words, Jax could tell his wolf was close to the surface, which in turn pulled Jax’s forward.
Jax trembled from head to toe as his alpha’s cock and hand brought him more pleasure than he’d ever thought possible.
Every sound from his lips seemed to please Ryder, and his thrusts quickened until Jax was a shuddering, gasping mess.
Pleasure overwhelmed him as he lifted his hips to meet each thrust from Ryder, fueling the connection between them until all he could do was seek Ryder’s lips with his own. Needing to be connected in every way.
Jax could feel his mate’s lust and arousal. Unlike every other time he’d scented that on an alpha, it made Jax even more aroused. The scent of Ryder’s desire poured off him, filling the room and mixing with their scents, which turned Jax on even more.
He’d hoped he’d have this one day, but a small part of him had started to give up.
His body shook and trembled with the most intense orgasm of his life, and he knew his mate had come too, his seed flooding Jax’s channel.
“Now,” Ryder growled. “Claim your alpha, Jax.”
