I wasn’t really practiced at this type of kissing, but I knew instantly that I liked it. My cock was pulsing between my legs, begging to be let free, to just touch her like it wanted. I leaned into the kiss but letting her take the lead, showing me how she wanted to be kissed when she needed the soft parts of me.
Her hands splayed out across my chest, feeling as much of me as she could. I moved in closer, sliding my hands up her arms as I cupped her jaw. I could feel my hands trembling as I tried to keep myself in check, only giving her what she needed. This wasn’t about me anymore, it was about her making her happy. If she wanted soft, I would work my damn hardest to give her soft.
Suddenly, I felt her bite my tongue. The sharp taste of copper coated my mouth, and I pulled away. I was about to apologize until I saw the smile on her mouth and her tongue swipe at her lower lip to lick up the red drop on her lip. I could feel my eyes flutter as my heart started to pump faster, making the blood in my veins race. Her licking up my blood did something to me, shifted my mind and I barely heard what she said next.
“Don’t get me wrong, I liked the soft kiss of your lips, the caring touch from your hands, but right now I need the pain and blood. I need to forget about my troubles, my pain, and only focus on this second. Only focus on you.” My breathing came out faster as I felt the darkness inside of me rise, looking at its counterpoint with lust and desperation.
“I liked it too, and I will always try my hardest to be what you need when you need it,” I let a crooked smile settle on my lips, “but I will always want my blood on your lips and to feel the sharp end of your blade on my skin.” Her eyes turned hooded as I moved my mouth to hover over her neck, “I will always want to blend the line between pleasure and pain with you. It’s what creatures like you and I need sometimes. Something to connect us to our baser levels.”
I could see her pulse furiously beating along her neck, and I licked at it. Feeling her heartbeat along my tongue was a delicious taste all on its own. Her head fell back naturally as she sighed in pleasure and I took advantage of that as I struck out and bit her shoulder hard enough to break the skin.
She cried out in pain, but her arms circled my body and brought me closer, craving more from me. I chuckled darkly along her skin, “I see Rykon didn’t satisfy you the way you needed.”
She pulled away and grabbed my face with one hand roughly. “He filled me up and made me scream his name just fine.” I snarled in her face at her words, but that didn’t stop her, she has never feared me. “Don’t make this a him and you thing. Make this a being with me thing. Rykon and Zayden naturally understand pieces of me that would be harder for you.” I struggled in her grip, wanting to deny the truth, but she wrapped her legs around me to keep me in place and made me listen. “That doesn’t mean I don’t need them and that doesn’t mean that you are lacking. It means that I want all of you. You all make me feel like a whole complete person.”
She kissed my puckered lips, nipping at me with her teeth until she settled her lips on mine. Easing up on her grip as she noticed I wasn’t fighting her anymore. I may not like that I can’t be everything for her, but when she kissed me and told me she wanted me too, my anger started to dissipate, and I could really try to understand her words. I can also respect her honesty. I also just watched one of my… friends - I guess that’s what we are again- have sex with her, so I might not be as averse to it as I thought I was. Maybe I just needed to be eased into it.
Before I could think more on the subject, I felt her grab my dick, choking it how I was earlier, and yanking up and down until a growl of a moan slid out of my mouth. “I want you to fuck me like you're punishing me, Ajax.” My eyes narrowed as I pulled back. I desperately wanted to know why she wanted to feel punished, why she craved to have pain in that way, but I kept my mouth shut and I gave her one nod. I wrapped my hand around her hair, making a fist, before I yanked her up.
She cried out but went where I wanted. I shoved her up against the rocky wall, pushing hard enough for the sharp edges to dig into her skin painfully. I smashed my lips to hers, biting her lips enough to bruise.
I pulled away for a second, looking at her flushed face and puffed up lip. She stared up at me with lust driven eyes and a plea on her lips. “Take me.” It was all she said, and I complied.
I yanked off her pants; the button popping off and getting lost in the water. I kicked her legs apart as I demanded in a low, slow tone, “Unbutton me.” She complied, her hands immediately peeling my pants off, my cock hard as a rock pointed at her, and she licked her lips.
It took everything I had to remind myself that I was the punisher this time, when all I wanted to do was lift her up and eat her out until she screamed better than what she gave Rykon. I grabbed her by her waist, dragging her along the rocky wall, scraping up her back as I lifted her and slammed her down onto my cock.
We both moaned at my entry, the pain of the entry, followed by the pleasure of her walls gripping me so tightly almost had me breaking. All I could think of at this moment was why did we ever fight when all we needed to do was this and everything would be good?
Her nails scraped against my shoulders, and it reminded me to focus. I pinned her against the wall by her hands, smashing them against the hard surface as I thrusted up into her with all my might. She opened her mouth in a silent moan, feeling everything I was doing to her. She wrapped her legs around my hips, not able to give up all control, but I liked it because it reminded me she wanted this. Needed this. And I was the only one able to do that for her.
Soon, she was so wet that I could hear the mess we were making between us. Her head slammed back into the wall, her chest coming out at me with each thrust into her core. I licked my lips at her swollen peeks, which reminded me of what I wanted to do when Rykon was with her.
I bent forward as I rammed into her and wrapped my lips around her nipple, put it between my teeth and tugged. She writhed underneath me, her body not able to decide if she wanted to push her hips or her chest closer to me. I took it a step further and started to lap at it while alternating with the tugging and she panted my name. “Jax, oh fuck. Jax. Fuck me harder. Make my pussy sore from you.”
Hearing my old nickname fall out of her mouth revved me up. I put both her wrists into one hand and placed my other on her neck, squeezing her windpipe as I cut off her moans. Then I started to pound into her like a rabid beast. Fucking that tight little pussy like it was my personal plaything as I held her up by her neck. I could feel her tighten around me, her body quaking underneath me as she was getting closer.
I got into her face as I felt my balls tighten. “You are mine. You will always be mine. I willnevergive you up. Do you understand?” She nodded, her eyes sparkling with glee as I thrust up into her roughly and her body clenched tightly around me.
As she came, I was sure her rough screams could be heard from a mile away. It was so loud and hoarse, breaking through my tight grip on her neck like it had to come out. I kept pumping into her, fucking her through her orgasm, until her body softened.
My hands loosened, giving her more control of her body as she was coming down. A quick flash of silver was all the warning I had as she yanked up my shirt and sliced one of her throwing knives against the skin where my heart was, cutting a thin X with precision into me. I almost came from the knife cut and being inside her, but she gave me this wicked smirk as she bent forward and lapped at the cut, coating her lips with my blood.
I moaned out for her, moving my hips in time with her licks until my hip thrusts turned erratic and pleasure filled every corner of my body and pushed out of me. I roared out my release, slamming my fists into the rock wall as I screamed so loud that I could feel my voice becoming raspy.
We both crashed into each other, keeping upright purely because we had each other to lean on. Our breathing came out erratically, our bodies were spent to the max, but as we looked at each other, I knew what we had was real. That no matter what the other two gave her, I provided something that was just for me and her, and that had to count for something.
With everything in my being, I wanted to tell her I loved her. I wanted to ask her to be my wife and to spend the rest of our days doing this with each other. We could figure out the others later, but I wanted that promise of forever now. It reminded me of the last time I felt this way.
We were closing out the last pub. Rykon and Zayden were both a little tipsy, and they were dancing and singing like buffoons. Mika’s hand was holding mine underneath the table and my heart had never felt so happy, so alive. I was even smiling, and I never smiled. I was too awkward for smiling. It was always best if people thought I was mean and tough. It was what my father wanted me to be. The scary one.
But with Mika I didn’t feel that way. I felt like she saw me to my core. Understood that my serious and standoffish attitude hid my mushy center, that could be squished if anyone really looked for it. I squeezed her hand as I looked at her. I could look at her forever. Her beautiful raven hair, her big doe eyes and her supple plump mouth that made noise that only an unearthly being made.
It was her singing that caught my heart immediately. I could feel the pain and the sorrow of the song in her voice. It was like she had a direct connection to my heart and was pumping the feeling inside because she could.
When Zay brought her over, I was having a bit of a panic attack. I just nodded to her, not able to use my mouth until it blurted out that she sang like a goddess. I didn’t expect her response to be so kind and appreciative. I knew at that moment that I was in love. I didn’t care if anyone told me otherwise. She was it for me. I knew it then and I know it even more now.
These past thirty-two hours have been the best of my existence. Hanging out with the two guys I consider brothers and the woman I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.
