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“Why are you doing this?”
My voice was barely audible.
I felt him against my slit, felt how hard he was. And I hated myself for being wet, for my body sending Tony the wrong signals.
“Why are you doing this...” I sobbed louder now.
Stop.
Stop.
Please... finally stop!
“Because you're fucking hot, Mads.” His voice was drowned out by a moan of pleasure as he forced himself into me, and it hurt just as much as it had two weeks ago. “So fucking hot.”
Something down there, inside me, ripped, and I whimpered, tensed, and began to sob.
With every thrust, my sobbing grew louder. So did his moaning.
“Oh God...” he cursed through clenched teeth and slammed into me. “And so fucking tight.”
He ripped something inside me. Just as violently as he ripped the connection between us in my heart.
I had trusted him.
My body began to shake, more violently than at the party, and I tried to focus only on the white and black flickering of the TV.
His hand slapped my butt, and the sound made me flinch.
I was worthless. A defenseless doll for every man out there.
My body was numb, my head foggy, filled with questions I couldn't answer.
Why was he doing this? Why didn't he stop?
“I've waited too long to fuck Matt's little girl,” he laughed, thrusting harder into me. “In his house.”
Another thrust. So hard that something inside me ripped again and I sobbed even louder. It felt like the thin skin down there had been slashed with a knife.
“Don't cry, Mads. I know you've always wanted to be my little slut.” More merciless thrusts... “Your pussy can't lie.”
No. I didn't want this. Didn't want to admit that amid all the pain and the storm of emotions inside me, this stimulating feeling was swelling.
How could my body betray me like this?
“If you only knew how long I've been waiting to cum inside you, Mads.”
“No...” I whimpered. “Please... Please, Tony.”
“Oh how I love it when you beg me.”
His thrusts became faster and faster.
No. He couldn't... I wasn't even on the pill...
The final shock that hit me was too much for my system.
I drifted away. Until Tony's voice faded into the background of my consciousness to a place where there was only pain, completely consuming my dirty, fragile body.