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“You two look so wonderful together. I couldn’t look away.”

“That’s okay,” Nix says right away, reaching for Dean’s hand once more. “I wanted you to watch. Just like I want to watch you kiss Kassian.”

Now it’s Dean’s turn to suck in a sharp breath. I don’t think I’ve ever seen him blush like this before. He looks really cute when he’s flustered.

“I like you,” I blurt out, looking at Dean. “I like you a lot. Having you with us like this, it just feels really right.”

Nix nods his head. “I feel the same way.”

Dean sucks in a shaky breath, doing his best to find some composure. When he does, his blue eyes turn towards us.

“In some ways, I feel like I’ve fallen behind when it comes to the both of you. You know what love is because you’ve always had it when it comes to each other. You’ve never had to question these feelings, you’ve just always known. I’m new to all of this. I’ve never felt this way about anyone before so please, be patient with me.”

“We’re willing to wait as long as you need,” Nix says right away, squeezing Dean’s hand. “We waited this many years for each other, what’s a few years waiting for you to catch up?”

Dean pulls our hands up to his mouth, kissing Nix’s hand and then mine. “I won’t need years. I’ll just need a bit of patience while I get used to everything. The feelings though, they’re already here. You don’t have to worry about that.”

“So you,” Nix starts to say. He clears his throat, caught in emotions. “You like us too? Both of us? The same way we like you?”

“Yes,” Dean says simply. “Yeah, I do.”

Hearing the confirmation is like a balm against my soul. Everything feels right in the world now that Dean is here, now that we’re all on the same page.

“Holy shit,” Nix murmurs, more to himself than to us. “Holy fucking shit.”

I can’t help but snort with amusement. I look at Nix, pinching his arm.

“Ouch! What the hell, bro?”

“Just proving to you that this isn’t a dream,” I say with a grin that makes his scowl immediately drop away.

“This is real. This doesn’t feel real. This feels like all my dreams are coming true.”

“I know a thing or two about dreams coming true,” Dean says with a grin. “I didn’t dream about us kissing but umm, is that something you might be interested in doing?”

“Yes,” I answer immediately. “Please. I would love to kiss you, Dean.”

“Me too! I want a turn!”

Dean leans forward and I meet him halfway. My lips meet his. His lips are fuller than Nix’s and a little chapped but this kiss is no less gentle. Dean kisses with his full attention just like everything else he does.

If I was standing, I would have actually swooned from my knees going all weak. This kiss is completely different from my kiss with Nix yet at the same time, it’s just as perfect. Dean’s cologne fills my nose, his scruff rough against my palm. He moves against my lips just right and when I feel the tip of his tongue against my bottom lip, I moan into the kiss.

“Holy shit,” Nix murmurs beside me, the hand on my thigh tightening. I pull back, staring at Dean. He touches his lips, looking like his entire world is being turned upside down.

“Dean,” I whisper, surprised by how broken my noise sounds. “Are you okay?”

Dean’s eyes seem to clear. He smiles. “I don’t think it’s possible to be any better.”

“Bet,” Nix says before grabbing the front of Dean’s shirt and tugging him forward. I sit back and watch the two guys I’ve been pining over kiss each other.

Nix kisses Dean hard, fully on the mouth. It’s rougher than how he kissed me. This one is full of passion and impatience. Their lips part and I can see their pink tongues poking out, touching each other.

My stomach swoops and my cock fills with blood at the sight. Jesus fucking Christ, they look so good together. I could get off just watching them kiss each other, watching them make each other feel good.

They kiss each other until they’re panting, breathing each other’s air more than actually kissing. When they pull apart, there’s a string of spit connecting their lips and my mouth waters, wanting to lap it up from their lips.

“Wow,” Nix breathes out, looking just as mystified as Dean. I can’t help but chuckle, watching them process everything that’s happened.