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Nobody stays with me.
Either she gave up when I found the tracker… or she's better than she was yesterday.
I'm not sure which possibility bothers me more.
That's a lie. Neither bothers me.
I'm fucking impressed.
“Jesus Christ.”
I take another unnecessary turn before finally heading toward the rental.
Nobody follows.
This time I'm certain she didn't find the house.
Good.
I don't need Chaos showing up whenever she feels like it.
I don't need her knowing where I sleep.
Where I keep my weapons.
Where I come back after a job.
Where I—
My jaw tightens.
The house. Hollow Creek. It’s temporary.
I don't know why the thought irritates me.
I turn into the driveway and hit the garage-door opener.
The door rises.
I pull inside and wait until it's completely closed behind me before shutting off the engine.
Silence settles around me.
I head inside and pull out the sticky notes from my pocket. But I don’t throw them away.
Instead, I put them on the kitchen counter.
I read the first one.
I like your laugh. You should do it more.
I stare at the words again.
I like your laugh. You should do it more.
I learned a long time ago that people don't come looking for me.
My parents didn't when I left home. Neither did anyone else.