Page 98 of A Farmer’s Guide To Gamers

“Why? You can’t handle an alpha in the sheets?” I asked, attempting to make a joke and hoping that it wasn’t a complete miss.

Kai’s cheeks reddened.

He blushed. Fucking blushed.

I did that.

Then it hit me what his reaction really meant and I swore, somehow, I felt harder than ever.

I liked control. Control with my environment. Precision when it came to my job and art.

Maybe that’s something that translated over into other areas?

“Or maybe I should fuck you instead?”

“I-I, um —” Kai stumbled over his words as I leaned closer and smirked at him, feeling totally confident.

“Yes?” I rasped, running my nose along his cheek and going down until I was kissing his neck.

“This is not how this was supposed to go,” Kai protested, but he didn’t seem upset. In fact, the way his body arched as I started unbuttoning his shirt told me he was very much into this.

“I never thought I’d be the one to say this,” I started.

“What?”

“Get out of your head.”

It was as if whatever was holding both of us back snapped. We both frantically undressed each other until we were naked, me on top of him as we made out.

Teasing kisses soon turned into possessive, frantic ones.

Dry humping against each other became a battle of wills to try not to come too early.

There was no way this was going to be over before we even started.

“Tell me how to fuck you,” I ordered him. “How do you want me to do this?”

“I have lube in the nightstand,” Kai husked, stealing a kiss between words. “Take it out and lube your fingers. You have to stretch me,” he explained it as I retrieved the lube and a few condoms. My cock was aching even more as he explained how to get him ready, and I followed every direction perfectly.

“Get on your hands and knees for me,” I ordered again. He moved as soon as the words left my lips and I smiled, feeling powerful that I could command someone as confident as Kai.

This control was everything. But so were the small sounds I pulled from his lips. He gave into me so easily, and as soon as I started to stretch him, he was moaning into the mattress, ass in the air.

“Please,” he whimpered. “I’m ready.”

I slowly slid my fingers free and tore open the foil packet, rolling the condom over myself and adding more lube to my cock and his ass, letting it drip down before spreading it around with my fingers, teasing him now when he knew damn well my cock was coming.

The frustrated, little growl had me chuckling before I shifted forward, teasing the head of my cock against him, then pressing forward. I moved slowly, giving him room to breathe when he tensed, only going further when he relaxed.

We were so in tune that it was easy to read him. Yet, I still waited for him to tell me he could take it before moving.

He was hot and tight around me, my body wanting to lose it already and I had to breathe hard to keep my control. My beta felt incredible, and this was one of the sexiest experiences of my life.

I started thrusting in and out in short movements, wanting to push myself fully into him but somehow managing to keep things slow.

The last thing I want to do is hurt him.

“I need you to fuck me, Aiden. Or you’re going to kill me.”