“Listen, I get it. But I also know Cane and I’m calling him Cane to you because I know that he is family and whether you want to admit that right now or not is your decision. But I think that he did what he did because he was scared. I don’t know all of the story, but I know he hurt you. Listen we all did a lot of fucked up shit after mama died and was killed. Hell, I’m still living with some of my choices and a lot of people don’t agree with me and how I handled everything. I just know that he did whatever it was because he thought he was protecting you. I think he always planned on trying to fix things, but the pregnancy and the baby sped things up for him. I mean I saw him in those eight months you guys were apart and he wasn’t the same. Cane is a jokester and he is rarely ever serious, but when it comes to the people he loves he is protective in a way where he doesn’t think before he acts. You got caught in the crossfire, but I know he loves you. I know right now with everything going on postpartum this is a lot to hear and honestly you do whatever it is you have to do to heal, just know that we are all here for you. You are family to us and have been since Peyton and Parker met you. I don’t want you to feel like you can’t come here and hang out or even confide in me because we haven’t spent much time together. Plus I have a whole bunch of kids. It feels like that’s all I do half the time is have babies, but I’m here if you need me.”
Dragon walks in towards the end of the conversation, Lucas still attached to his hip.
“I think they will be content for a while. You guys have a whole bunch of shit.”
I shake my head as I listen to the two of them banter back and forth and honestly seeing him with his siblings makes me miss mine all the time. I hate that we aren’t this close, but I hope that someday soon I will feel safe enough to visit Nevada again.
Chapter Fifteen
Dragon
We stayed at Sophie’s for a few hours before we headed out. I wanted to talk to her about her working with Wizard and Glitch to get more information on all the shit with Liza. I just didn’t want Liza to know what all was going on just yet. I know it is probably fucking idiotic to hide this from her to protect her after all the shit I have done to protect her in the past, but I can’t fucking help myself. So I waited for her to go and nurse Jaxon before I approached the subject with Sophie.
She looks at me while we watch Liza head down the hall to Sophie and Lash’s room.
“So what do you really want, Cane?”
“Well first I mean I thought it would be great for her to talk to you and have some time with someone who is here. I don’t know how often you go to the shop anymore, but I know you are still around a lot. So I wanted her to have someone else she could talk to, a mother.”
Sophie nods her head and gives me a look that says ‘keep going.’
“I also wanted to ask if you could use your new found siren stuff to help Glitch and Wizard find shit on the people from Liza’s past. Help them find the assholes they need to find.”
Sophie looks down the hallway and back at me.
“How much does Liza know about what is going on?”
“I think one of her brothers filled her in when they were here. But I don’t know all that they talked to her about Sophie. All I know is I need to know what I’m dealing with and so does the club. You have a much bigger way of helping now that you have access to a fucking assassin sized computer system.”
“Glitch and Wizard are not incompetent. I can imagine they have this shit handled, but I guess I can try and look into as much as I can. Or have Nyx.”
“Is she still here?”
Sophie chuckles, “Yeah, she found a reason to stay. At least for a little while.”
We then spent some time at the clubhouse talking with the brothers and some of the ol’ ladies that were there. I could tell when it was time to leave, I helped her grab the boys and head out. Once we got home and put the boys to bed something sparked and tensions were definitely high. Now I can tell that Liza has been really on edge for the past few days. She seems to have been sexually frustrated. I have upped my game by walking around without a shirt on, where I have seen her drooling numerous times.
I know that I’ve got a lot to make up for, but I really don’t know how much longer I can hold off before I fucking jump her and slip my dick into her. When we got home and after putting the boys to bed, she went into the living room to nurse Jaxon. As I’m sitting watching her take her tit out to nurse Jaxon, I’m fucking hard as steel that could pound a fucking nail into wood.
“I’ll be right back.”
Getting up and leaving the living room, I decide to go take a cold fucking shower. Not only is she sexually frustrated, but so the fuck am I. I haven’t had sex since the last time we were together. Since then I’ve been using my fucking fist and it never feels as good as her tight as fuck pussy wrapped around me.
Apparently taking a fucking shower was the wrong fucking mood because as I stand here with the water running down my body I am picturing Liza coming in and kneeling down on the floor of the shower placing my cock in her mouth. I groan at the sight in my head and reach my hand down to stroke my cock. Pretending it is her mouth. As I am feeling closer to my release I hear a gasp coming from in the bathroom and when I turn I make eye contact with the woman who I was just imagining sucking my cock. Instead of being embarrassed or shying away, I continue to stroke my cock and watch her through the glass door.
She’s rubbing her thighs together to seemingly try and ease the ache forming there. Fuck this. I open the shower door and reach out and pull Liza into the shower with me. Where I slam my mouth down on hers. Not sure what I was expecting from her, but she reciprocated that kiss with as much desperation and need as I was giving her. Without breaking the kiss I rip her shirt off and throw it down on the floor next to us, then move on to her nursing bra, I unclasp it and throw that too.
I begin to move my mouth from hers and down her jaw and neck. Reaching my hand up to cup and squeeze her full breasts. They have gotten so much bigger since she was pregnant and nursing and fuck she’s still the most perfect woman I’ve ever seen. I then work my way down to where I am slowly going to my knees. I pull her leggings and underwear down in one go and she lifts one leg after the other to help me get her out of her pants. Once she’s completely naked I put one of her legs over my shoulder and lick her from one end to the other. I am rewarded with a moan that I have fucking missed for almost a fucking year.
I begin to feast on her pussy and she tastes just how I fucking remember. She tastes fucking amazing and I’ve never been addicted to anything the way I am addicted to her, she’s a drug I never want to quit or lose again. I smile as one of her hands comes over and grips my hair. With that go ahead I continue to get her where I want to by adding one finger first. I know she’s at least not had sex in a couple of months and thinking about her having sex with someone after me gives me an ache in my chest that I don’t want to think about. I slowly add a second finger when she doesn’t protest. Doing all the motions to get her close. I feel her pussy clenching around my fingers and I know she is close, so I add another finger and fuck her with my fingers as my tongue works her clit.
Finally I bit down on her clit and sucked it into my mouth and she exploded all over my hand and mouth. Liza is a squirter, something I love making happen. I ease her leg back down on the ground and stand slowly before I crash my mouth back on her and have her taste herself on my tongue getting another delicious moan out of her. I pull away and turn her so she’s facing the shower wall. I move her hands up so she is bracing herself on the wall and bend her ass so I get a view of it.
“You’re fucking perfect.”
I line myself up with her entrance and wait for her to have any objections as I run my cock up and down her folds. When she pushes her ass back into me as if she’s seeking me out, all control snaps and I slam into her. She lets out a scream and moans, so I still wait for her to adjust to my size again. It’s been a long time and she had a baby two months ago. I know I shouldn’t be rough with her like I want to be.
She begins moving her hips again and looks over her shoulder at me.