Page 25 of His Reckless Freshman

I have to know what the big deal is.

That’s okay, right?

It would be way too awkward to push him away now anyway. And I kind of want to know what he means by touching me.

Squeezing my waist again, he trails his hand up my body, rounding my barely there breast and giving it a squeeze. He groans like this is delectable, and this sensation I’ve never felt before runs down my body.

He’s touching my boob!

No one’s ever done that before. I think I like it.

He moans again, kissing my neck and gently sucking a spot beneath my jawline.

Oooo, that’s nice.

And he just groaned again, so I think he likes it too.

Closing my eyes, I let myself get whisked away in this heavy petting session. His lips crash back over mine, and I swipe my tongue into his mouth while his hand trails down my body, flicking his fingers under my dress and running them up my thigh.

Oh my gosh, oh my gosh!

My body tingles with anticipation, and when he starts tugging on my underwear, I forget how to breathe.

“This is okay, right?”

I don’t know what to say, and when I creep my eyes open, he’s not even looking at me anyway. He’s reaching across to his nightstand and… oh wow, he’s hard. I can feel it in his pants. He has an erection, and it’s touching my leg!

This is thrilling and terrifying all at the same time.

Is he⁠—

Yep, that’s a condom packet.

I’m about to have sex.

Wow. I wasn’t expecting this. It’s happening kind of fast, but maybe it’ll be okay.

My insides coil as I try to wrap my brain around the fact that I’m about to have sex for the first time.

This is huge!

And I kind of don’t want to say no.

It’s not like I have to tell my parents, and Kieran really likes me. He told me so.

But sex outside of marriage is a sin!

But Caroline’s done it, and there were no bolts of lightning striking her out of the sky.

And look at her now, happily with Casey.

Kieran could be my Casey!

He sits back on his knees, and my heart starts pounding so hard and fast I think I might throw up. When he unbuttons his pants and slides down the zipper, I hold my breath.

Oh wow. There’s his penis.

I’m looking at an actual penis.