Page 49 of Coming Clean

Jeremy groaned. “Fuck, you’re killingme.”

Connor kept teasing him. He licked and kissedhis way along the length of Jeremy's cock and then breathed deeplyat the base, taking in more of Jeremy’s scent, a hint of sweat andmusk making it all that much richer. Jeremy made a low soundbetween a growl and a whimper as Connor nibbled the loose skin ofhis scrotum.

“You’re fucking killing me.”

Connor glanced up, and the sight of Jeremy soobviously desperate for more was enough to make him forget hisinhibitions. “Goddamn, you’re gorgeous like that.”

Jeremy licked his lips and stared at Connor.When he could finally pull himself away from the sight, Connorwrapped a hand around Jeremy’s shaft and took it into his mouth asfar as he comfortably could. Jeremy whimpered and thaterotic-as-hell sound spurred Connor on. Rather than beingintimidated, he loved the feel of Jeremy’s hard flesh in his mouth.As Jeremy shuddered under him, he felt powerful, not submissivelike he’d expected.

He could feel the tension building in Jeremy,who’d begun to make shallow thrusts into Connor’s mouth. He managedto take him a little deeper, still not deep-throating like a pornstar but he was holding his own. He looked up, needing to seeJeremy’s reaction. Jeremy’s eyes were squeezed shut, his faceflushed.

Jeremy pushed at his shoulders then. “Yougotta stop. I’m gonna come. I can’t…”

Connor hesitated. Part of him wanted to findout what it would be like for Jeremy to come with Connor’s mouthwrapped around him but he also wanted to watch him come as Connorfucked him. They’d already come once, so he doubted he could haveit both ways. Reluctantly, he pulled back.

“You really… hadn’t… done that before?”Jeremy asked between panting breaths.

Connor grinned as he shook his head. His lipsfelt stretched, and he bet they were swollen. Jeremy stared at him.“You are so fucking hot.”

“You still want me to fuck you?”

Jeremy shivered. “God, yes. Please.”

“Lube and condoms?”

Jeremy turned over and fumbled in hisnightstand drawer. Finally he tossed Connor lube and a condompacket, then shoved the covers down. Connor helped him bunch themat the end of the bed. When Jeremy settled on his back again, hedropped his legs open and stroked himself. “Don’t make me wait.I’ve already wanted you way too long.”

Connor grinned. “I want to fuck you rightthis second, but I also want to touch you everywhere first.” Herealized his hands were shaking, he was so nervous. Had Jeremyseen?

“You have done this before, haven’tyou?” Jeremy asked.

Maybe he had noticed. “Yes, manytimes, but I’ve never been able to take my time, to touch, taste,and enjoy a man the way I wanted to.”

Jeremy looked stunned. “N-never?”

“Never.”

“Even after you left the Marines, youhaven’t…”

Connor smiled. “Not like this. I’ve stillbeen hiding, except with you, I can’t.”

“I’m glad.”

Connor loved how awed Jeremy seemed. No onehad ever looked at him like that before, like having him touch themwas an honor. The men he’d fucked had enjoyed it but Connor wasnever certain that had anything to do with him. Another man with ahard dick would probably have done just as well for most of them.Jeremy wanted Connor, not just a dick up his ass.

“Now. Please!” The words were raw,vulnerable, and Connor couldn’t help but respond. He wrapped a handaround Jeremy’s cock and Jeremy jerked, driving into Connor’shand.

“Don’t stop,” he begged.

“I’m not going to stop. I’m going to give youexactly what you want. I’m going to watch you come.”

“You’re amazing, so fucking real,” Jeremygasped.

Connor was stunned by Jeremy’s words. “I’mnot real. I’ve been faking everything. Pretending to be brave,pretending to be straight.”

Jeremy shook his head. “You had reasons forthat but the real you, the you that I see is open, trusting, andhonorable.”

How was it that Jeremy saw something Connornever did?