Page 48 of Coming Clean

Jeremy nodded. “Really. Now tell me what elseyou want.”

Connor didn’t even have to think about thatone. “I want to do that again. Well, maybe not that exactlybut—”

“I want you to fuck me.”

“Jesus!” Connor’s cock was apparently all forthat. With just those words, Jeremy had him half hard again.

“I like you like this,” Jeremy said,laughing.

“Stunned? Horny?”

“Uncertain. This is the real you, isn’t it?Not the tough guy you pretend to be sometimes.”

Connor bristled at being read so easily, butthis was Jeremy. “Maybe. I think so.”

Jeremy simply nodded, accepting Connor’sanswer rather than pushing for an explanation.

Connor looked away, unable to bear Jeremy’skind understanding. Why was it so hard for Connor to let someonecare about him or to figure out who he really was? An ass-kickingMarine? A scared little boy? A confused man who didn’t know how tofit in as a civilian?

Jeremy tucked his cock back in but didn’tbother fastening his pants. “Let’s go upstairs where we’ll havemore privacy.”

Connor was usually completely aware of hissurroundings, but he’d not thought about how they were jacking inthe middle of the kitchen with the windows open. Jeremy really hadhim messed up. “I should have thought about that.”

Jeremy gave a dismissive wave. “I don’t thinkanyone can really see in, and if they’re spying on us they get whatthey deserve.”

Connor wouldn’t have expected Jeremy to havesuch a laid-back attitude about voyeurism, and he sure as hellnever had. But all he wanted to think about right then was Jeremy,so he pulled up his pants enough to allow him to move and followedJeremy up the stairs.

As soon as they entered the bedroom, Jeremystarted stripping. Connor pulled his shirt over his head but didn’tget any further because he was too busy watching Jeremy revealsmooth, pale skin and sleek lines.

Was he really going to have a chance to befully naked with a man in an actual bed? A clean one no less? Atleast he’d actually fucked a man before, so he had confidence hecould make it good for Jeremy, though he doubted fucking Jeremywould be anything like the rough, hard rides to climax he’d takenbefore. The thought of sinking slowly into Jeremy’s ass had hiscock begging him to get on with it.

When Jeremy turned around, his eyes widened.“You look… predatory.”

“I want you. You’re… Fuck, you’re beautiful.”Jeremy’s brand of soft, elegant looks hadn’t done a thing forConnor before, but now it seemed to be his only thing.

Jeremy smiled. “The first day I met you, Icouldn’t stop staring at your ass.”

Connor’s cheeks heated. “I wanted you thesecond I saw you, but I wouldn’t have thought someone like youwould be interested in me.”

“You mean a nerd like me?”

Connor shook his head. “No, I don’t think ofyou that way. You’re so smart and together and…”

Jeremy shook his head. “I’m a fucking mess. Idon’t even know what I’m doing three months from now. I love thishouse, but I don’t think it makes sense to keep it.”

Connor pressed a finger to Jeremy’s lips. Wasthat really how he saw himself? “To me, you’re perfect.”

Jeremy made a choked sound that seemed to bea combination of desire and self-derision. Connor kissed him beforehe could protest Connor’s words. Kissing Jeremy was Connor’s newfavorite thing to do. His lips were as soft and pliable as Connorhad imagined they would be. He licked at Jeremy’s lower lip,eliciting a moan. Having Jeremy pressed against him reminded Connorthat he’d never finished undressing. He needed to be naked so hecould feel every texture of Jeremy’s body, hard, soft, smooth.

He pulled away long enough to get his clothesoff. After he kicked off his shoes and then his pants and boxers,Jeremy grabbed his hips and pulled him in. Jeremy’s torso was warmagainst Connor’s. He could feel the soft hair that ran fromJeremy’s navel downward. The rest of his chest was mostly smoothbut his nipples were hard points that begged to be kissed andsucked.

Connor moved Jeremy backward, their stepsclumsy as they clung to each other. Jeremy stumbled when his kneeshit the mattress, and they both laughed. Jeremy settled on the bedand lay back, stroking his dick and looking expectantly at Connor.Connor knew what he wanted to do if he could find the courage. Heclimbed onto the bed and settled between Jeremy’s legs. Jeremy’scock had precum beaded at the tip, begging him to taste it. “I…I’ve never… sucked off a guy, but I want to try.”

Jeremy swallowed, his Adam’s apple movingvisibly up and down. “Please. I want you to try everything,anything you want.”

Connor leaned forward, his heart hammering.What if he screwed this up? But he knew what he liked. Pleaselet me know what Jeremy likes too.

He took Jeremy’s shaft in one hand, using hisother hand to steady himself on the bed. He inhaled, drawing inJeremy’s scent, clean, fresh, like spring and light. Banishing allthe critical voices in his head, he leaned down and licked Jeremy’scockhead, surprised by how smooth and soft it was under his tongue.He pushed his tongue into the slit, tasting his precum, sharp andslightly bitter but not at all unpleasant, different from the tasteof his own cum though, uniquely Jeremy. He took Jeremy into hismouth then, just a few inches but enough to make Jeremy gasp.Tentatively he bobbed his head, pressing his tongue againstJeremy’s shaft as he moved up and down.