My brother came home to my aunt’s house a week later and confessed that he knew what his friend would do. He was paid for him to do it. The guilt must have been too much because he ended it right there in my aunts living room.
After that I was done with men. They were all users. And only wanted one thing. I vowed to never get caught slipping again. I started controlling them, give a little but take all. From that Mistress Venin was born. I did so much research studying the world of dominatrix. I created a world just for me to torture men. Some I did it too because they were scum and I wanted payback for those they hurt. the others I used to get ahead in life. Including the company. Rich powerful men. Like Counselor Rosewood. He is helping get my mom out. Linda seen us discussing things the night before she came to the office showing her ass.” She sat up, turning toward me and sitting with her legs crossed.
“I visited my mom the next day because something Linda said stuck out. I ruined her life for the third time.”
“Yea, I caught that too.”
“I had never met that lady before, Pharaoh. Yes, I knew who she was because I researched all my subs but that was it. So how could I ruin her life three times. Well, my momma put some of the pieces together and we figured out that she is Calvin’s sister. He wasn’t in any of their pictures because he was cut off from the family.”
“Hold up. Your sub is married to the sister of the man that put yo momma in jail?”
“Yep. So, I can check off two ways I ruined her life. Her husband is into some kinky shit, and her brother is pushing daisies because my momma. But I can’t figure out the third. What piece am I missing? The day I left your house in St. Louis was because Autumn called me. My alarm alerted her that someone was in my house. After looking at it closely it was Lloyd who Ironically was in a picture with the Rosewood’s and my brother’s best friend. Wylder.”
“Yo wait; Lloyd was in your crib.” This shit was getting deep.
“Yea. That’s why I left. Not because I didn’t want to be around you. You were the safest place I have ever been. I just needed to figure all this shit out.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I don’t trust easy. I have always fixed my own shit. I’m sorry. Really, it’s not personal. I’m just fucked up babe.”
“So did you find Lloyd, it’s crazy his weird ass ain’t been in the office.”
“No, I haven’t. I recruited Counselor Rosewood to help me, but I don’t know if I trust him anymore. I just hope my momma is really coming home next week.”
“Damn baby.” I pulled her to me and she straddled my lap. “I’m here now. Don’t worry. We gonna figure all this shit out.” She laid her head on my chest, and I stroked her snake tattoo.
Our thoughts drowning out the sound of the rain. Eventually we fell asleep. Finding peace within each other.
Chapter Twenty
BLYTHE
Iwoke to the crackling of the lightning and thunder. I was still on Pharaoh’s chest, and I felt so comfortable in his arms. I believed him when he said he got me. He was showing it more and more. Oddly something in me felt refreshed telling him about my past. I have been living with that weighing on me for all these years and I wanted someone I could be open and completely honest with. Of course, I had Autumn and my mom and my aunt but I wanted this. A companion that knew all my secrets and still be willing to make love to me and hold me in the rain.
Easing down Pharaoh’s frame, I tried my best not to wake him. I had no idea how to give head, but I was dying to try. Hooking my hand in his briefs I pulled down the front exposing his already semi erect third leg. I wrapped my hand around it and kissed the tip gently. His body started to stir a little, but I was determined to show him how much he meant to me.
Gathering saliva, I let it pour down my tongue onto his shaft and licked at it before it could drip too far. Once I had him completely coated in my spit I took him in my mouth as far as my gag reflexes would allow. I bobbed up and down, gagging a little to keep my mouth moist. Grabbing the base, I squeezed lightly every time I went down with my mouth.
His body stirred more and I could hear him moaning. It made me smile thinking about him enjoying my first ever attempt at giving head. Looking up at him his head was off the pillow, and he was staring at me with a frown. I smiled with a mouth full of his thick erection and went back to my task.
“Damn, whatchu doing angel. Shit.” He lifted and removed his briefs completely before He palmed the back of my head and controlled my pace. “Fuck, move your tongue up and down. Shit. Just like that.” He forced my head down further causing me to gag and the saliva dripped down to his nuts. I used my index finger to rub it all over them. I squeezed slightly and continued my bob.
Faster and faster, I picked up pace. Slurping and gagging. His body was stiff and he was shaking with every tightening of my jaw.
“Shit baby, I’m right there. Damn, damn, damn. Wait I’m bout. Shit! move back.” He tried to push my head away, but I tightened my mouth around him. Using my hands I twisted the base and sucked harder.
“Shitttt!” He yelled out. His lower half raising off the bed. I gagged slightly at the warm liquid shooting directly down my throat. Catching my rhythm I swallowed with each spurt. His body flinched and convulsed each time I swallowed the head of him being squeezed by the back of my throat with each swallow.
“Damn.” His body fell back completely limp. Sitting up I wiped at my mouth proud of myself.
“Did I do good?”
“Man, you don’t even have to ask. Shit. Come here.” The buzzer chimed on my door alerting someone was here. I looked at the clock on my nightstand and realized it was the door dash I requested earlier. I knew I was staying in, so I ordered groceries. Reaching for my phone I pulled up the app. Sure enough that’s who it had to be.
“Hold on let me get the groceries from Josh.”
“Who the fuck is Josh?”