Michael is already headed toward the front door, his stride brisk. Gathering the folds of my wedding dress up so I won’t trip, I rush to catch up.
Gravel crunches under my heels, some of it skittering around my feet and I have to hop-skip not to fall. Family tradition says I must stay in my wedding gown until Michael takes it off of me.
But right now, I really wish I was wearing tennies and jeans.
I’d settle for ballet flats, but moma would not hear of me ruining the line of my dress.
Another piece of gravel rolls under my shoe and I stifle my surprised cry, but a squeak escapes, sending heat rushing into my cheeks.
Maybe Michael didn’t notice.
He stops and turns back toward me. So much for not noticing.
“You alright?” he asks.
Am I? No, not really. I’m about to have sex for the first time, or something close to it, with a practical stranger.
But that’s not what he’s talking about, is it?
So, I answer the way I’ve been taught to. “I’m fine.”
I reach him and keep going, grateful for the smooth steps leading to the porch when I reach them.
Michael grabs my elbow and keeps me steady as I go up, but when we reach the top, he pulls his hand away.
I give him a tentative smile. “Thank you.”
He jerks his head in acknowledgment.
“We’ll be in the guest house if you need us, boss,” Rory says from behind me.
When we come with the family, a full compliment of my grandfather’s soldiers joins us and there are perimeter guards at night.
But it’s just me and Michael, not the mob boss. We don’t need that level of security.
And I’m glad.
Honeymooning with a stranger is going to be hard enough without a bunch of men watching our every move.
We stop at the front door and Michael reaches out to unlock it.
“Do you have a girlfriend?” Ugh. I can’t believe I just asked that.
Seanathair would say it’s none of my business. Even moma would be mortified I asked the question with as much subtlety as a brick to the face.
Michael pushes the door open and then meets my gaze, his green eyes giving nothing away. “Nah.”
Relief floods through me, but the shoulders that relax at his answer tense up when he steps around me, making no move to carry me across the threshold.
What’s one more dream that will never be fulfilled? I’m the granddaughter of one of the most powerful mob bosses in America. This is my life.
Married for an alliance to a man who could care less about romantic wedding traditions.
Of course, I don’t bring it up.
I’m not that girl anymore, am I? Brash. Willing to break the rules and try anything.
Bad things happen when you break the rules. People die. That’s what seanathair says. No one in the family was breaking the rules when Aunt Charity and Fiona got shot that night.