“The night you and Róise snuck out to celebrate her birthday.”
Kara slides out of the chair and puts distance between us, but at least she’s facing me now. “No. You couldn’t have.”
“I did. You’re good, love. Our blackgloves couldn’t have handled the cascading disabling of alarm triggers any better.” I’m still proud of her ingenuity and intelligence.
“Then how did you follow us?”
“I watch you,” I admit.
Her hazel gaze dark with an emotion I can’t decipher, she asks, “What do you mean you watch me?”
“On the security feeds. With your phone tracker. I always know where you are.”
KARA
I always know where you are.
Mick’s words resound in my brain like a clanging bell. Only instead of feeling like the alarm they should be, they warm something inside me that’s been cold since he left earlier.
The pain is still there, but this attention? Obsession? It implies that I’m not nearly the nonentity in my husband’s life I’ve always thought I was.
But if he watches me so much, he should know I’m not taking any classes for the summer term. “You don’t watch me all the time, or you’d know I don’t have any classes right now.”
I’m working on final plans for the big Labor Day celebration, not because they couldn’t wait until tomorrow, but because I couldn’t sleep.
“I forgot.”
He forgot? “That doesn’t sound like you.”
“No one is infallible, a stór.”
But Mick usually is. Did his dinner with Dierdre rattle him in some way?
That’s not a question I want an answer to, so I ask a different one. “Why didn’t you tell me you knew I was taking college courses?”
“Why didn’t you tell me you were taking them?” he counters.
My hands fist at my sides, my fingernails digging into my palms. “I was afraid if I did, you would make me stop.”
“I am not your father.”
So, he thinks, like me, that Brogan would have insisted I stop? “I guess not.”
“I’m glad you’re still in therapy,” he says, with the air of a man getting everything out there at once. “In fact, I think you should convince Fiona to see an online therapist too.”
“You think…” I can’t get enough air into my lungs right now.
My entire secret life is not actually a secret at all. And I have no idea how I feel about that. Contrary to my fears, Mick is not trying to make me give up a single thing I’ve kept from him.
Not even the therapist.
Mick shrugs. “It might help her.”
“So my dad can marry her off to someone for another alliance?” I ask painfully.
“That can’t happen. Brogan gave his word to your cousin. Fiona’s freedom at the cost of hers.”
“My father is good at getting around the intent of a promise by finessing the fine details.”