“I don’t know.”Dante’s words are soft.“You aren’t the only one struggling with it.I understand the bro code and the wholeWyatt’s needs are darkerthing, but that was bullshit.Tom never should have made Wyatt believe he was responsible for your father’s death.It’s wrong on so many levels.”
“And I don’t want to think that about my brother.I don’t want to think that he’s cruel like that.That he would let his best friend believe he’s responsible for our father’s death.And then use that so Wyatt wouldn’t want me.”A laugh tears from my throat.“Instead, it made us both crave the other so much more.If he’d let it go, we might have broken each other’s hearts when we were younger.We would have both moved on from our obsession.”
It makes my heart ache, but I wouldn’t have been ready for Wyatt’s intensity when I was younger.I would have submitted to him, and while he may have thought that’s what he wanted, he prefers me to be a brat.To make him work to earn his control over me.
“Tom’s an asshole.”Finn shakes his head.“He’s my friend and business partner and the brother I never had, but he’s an asshole.He wanted to protect you.He made Dante your keeper and Wyatt your enemy.”
“And what did he make you?”I meet his green eyes as he smirks.
“His partner in crime.His wingman, and he was mine.He needed someone as fucked in the head as he was.”Finn laughs bitterly.“He used all of us, but we owed him because we used him.”
“Your family was home to us, pip.”Dante’s blue eyes capture me.“And Tom let us in on that.Yeah, we all used each other and all had a role to play, but without Tom, Finn would have been his father’s puppet.I would have been my uncle’s means to get ahead in business.And Wyatt would have been alone in a cold house.Tom gave us you.Warmth and sunshine and laughter.”
“It doesn’t matter the cost, flower.”Finn smiles and his eyes pierce my heart.“You’re the good part of all of us.Even Wyatt knew, to have you is worth it.”
My heart feels like it’s going to explode.It’s so full.Without Tom, I would have never known any of them.
My hand covers my mouth before I climb onto Dante’s lap and kiss him.If I didn’t already love them, I would have fallen hard for them.He holds me close as we explore each other’s mouths like we have the rest of our lives to live in this moment.When he draws back, I reach out to grab Finn’s shirt and draw him to me to claim his mouth.
These men are mine.I don’t care how they got here, they belong to me now.No one else.And I won’t let them be used again.
Finn kisses me like there’s no one else in the world but us.The three of us bound together tighter than any rope could bind us.I’m on fire with what we’ve done to each other and what we can do.We have the rest of our lives to discover everything about each other.
Dante kisses my neck and the fire inside me bursts into a blaze.I don’t care that I should take it easy.That my body is still sore and achy.I’ve spent my whole life wanting these men and they’re mine now.
I don’t want to rest.I just want them.
Moving to Finn’s lap, I break from his mouth before turning and taking Dante’s again.Needing to feel both of them, to connect us.Finn teases the side of my neck with his teeth and lips.His hands cradle my ass.
I could stay like this forever, but I’m missing pieces.Drew and Wyatt and everything we’ve become together.When all of us are in the same space, I feel whole, but I miss playing with just these two.
Dante runs a hand up the front of my shirt.
“We should go up to the room for a while, flower,” Finn says in my ear.“We can take care of you without hitting any of the sore spots.”
I break away from Dante’s kiss and search his eyes before turning to search Finn’s.I groan because I want to give in so badly.Want to have them give me pleasure and forget about the outside world waiting to come in.
Fuck it.I kiss Finn.
“What the fuck do you think you’re doing to my sister?”
Chapter30
Accumulation
Sara
I freeze at Tom’s voice.My lips are pressed to Finn’s.My whole body is pressed against Finn’s.Oh, fuck.
“Tom, we can discuss this later.”Dante rises and steps away from me.Coldness fills in the space he left behind.His voice is more solid than I feel at the moment.Tom sees me.With them.
Oh, fuck!
That unlocks me.But when I try to climb off Finn’s lap, he holds me against him.I glare at him but he’s not focused on me.I turn so I can see what’s happening.
“That’s my sister!”Tom gestures to me.His face is almost as red as his hair.He keeps coming closer.
My throat chokes off any words that want to get out.Feelings of shame and guilt collide with the anger at what Tom did to his friends and to me, making me a mess inside.
