"Fleet status," I say, and the modulator turns my voice into something inhuman. Something that doesn't negotiate or compromise or accept anything less than total victory.
"Eighty percent ready," Thanatos reports. "Final systems checks in progress."
"We launch in ninety minutes." I settle into the command throne, feeling the armor interface with the tactical systems, flooding my HUD with data streams and targeting solutions. "Send a message to the Apex flagship. Tell Demeter the Warden is coming. And tell her—" I pause, considering the exact phrasing, the threat that will make her understand the magnitude of her miscalculation. "Tell her I'm bringing her daughter home, and if Ksara has so much as a bruise, I'm going to glass every Apex station from here to the core worlds."
Silence.
"Message sent."
I lean back, watching the tactical displays populate with ship positions and weapon ranges and the cold mathematics of death. Somewhere in the Apex blockade, Ksara is probably trying to negotiate, using her intelligence and compassion to find some peaceful resolution that keeps everyone alive.
She's about to learn that some problems can't be solved with words and good intentions.
Some problems require monsters.
And right now, wearing this armor, loaded for maximum carnage and completely past the point of caring about collateral damage or political consequences?
I'm the biggest monster in the void.
17
Ksara
The Apex guards don't cuff me. They don't need to.
I walk between them like livestock being herded to slaughter, their plasma rifles trained on my spine with bureaucratic precision. The border station corridor smells like antiseptic and recycled air, everything sterile and white and utterly devoid of the earthy warmth I've grown accustomed to in Tartarus. No soil beneath the floor grating. No vines creeping up support beams. Just clinical emptiness that makes my chest tight.
My fingers twitch against my thighs, aching to touch something green. Anything living.
"Keep moving," the guard on my left says. His voice carries that particular blend of fear and superiority that marks Apex security, convinced their weapons make them gods while secretly terrified of anyone who doesn't fit their narrow definitions of acceptable.
I keep moving.
The docking bay falls away behind us, replaced by administrative levels with their endless identical doors and observation windows looking out at the blockade fleet. Shipsfloat in perfect formation, their hulls gleaming with fresh paint and the arrogance of military might that's never truly been tested.
They have no idea what's coming.
Don't, I tell myself.Don't think about him. Don't remember the weight of his armor against your back or the rough catch in his voice when he said your name like a prayer he was afraid to speak too loud.
The thought comes anyway, unbidden and undeniable, slipping through my mental defenses like water through cracked stone:He's going to tear this place apart. Rip it to pieces. Turn this pristine monument to Apex superiority into rubble and ash and screaming.
And underneath it, quieter but no less insistent, buried where I don't have to acknowledge it directly but can't quite smother it either, the truth that makes my breath catch and my pulse quicken:Part of me wants him to. Part of me wants to watch it all burn.
We reach a lift. The doors slide open with the soft chime that marks every Apex interaction, pleasant tones designed to make you forget you're in a cage. We ascend. My stomach drops, or maybe that's just the weight of understanding exactly how badly I've miscalculated.
I thought I could negotiate. Trade myself for a deactivation code, save Tartarus without bloodshed, somehow convince my mother that murdering thousands over a political grudge makes her the monster, not the man she's trying to destroy.
The lift stops. The doors open onto Executive Level Seven, where the air carries a subtle floral scent pumped through the ventilation to remind visitors that Demeter controls the very breath in their lungs.
My legs want to stop. My body knows, even if my mind is still clinging to desperate optimism, that walking down this corridor means crossing a line I can't uncross.
The guards nudge me forward anyway.
We pass offices where bureaucrats glance up from their terminals, eyes widening in recognition before they quickly look away. They know who I am. Know what I represent. The prodigal asset returned to proper management.
I wonder if any of them considered me a person, or if I was always just inventory that got misplaced.
The door at the corridor's end bears my mother's title in elegant script:High Minister Demeter, Bio-Genesis Architecture Division.Underneath, smaller:Authorized Personnel Only.