I blushed, and she stood up to meet me halfway from her door to her bed and grabbed my face for a searing kiss. It seemed she was still in the mood, which was a good thing for me, because I was, too, and that kiss only intensified things.
She pulled back and placed a strand of hair behind my ear before caressing my cheek in a gentle and intimate way.
“Me? You look perfect, Daisy. I wanted to let you know I was still inthe mood, if you are, but I also wanted to feel sexy even if you were ready for bed.”
She took a step back and motioned for me to twirl around. I did so, making sure to move slowly. I might have stuck out my ass a little more than necessary. She noticed, and I felt her hands on the backs of my thighs. Warm and gentle.
When I turned back around, she licked her lips. “I hope you feel sexy, because, Kaia? You look absolutely incredible. I wore this for the same reason. I’m not done with you yet, baby. I already came once, though. It’s your turn.”
“With the way you’re looking at me right now, I do feel sexy. And you don’t have to?—”
She cut me off with a shake of her head. She took my hand and led me to my side of the bed—the right side—and made me lie down.
Still without saying anything, she rounded to her side and got in next to me. She kissed me, and all thoughts disappeared. The only thing that existed was the two of us, in that bed, in that moment.
Every day, I got closer to telling her how I felt. But I was selfish. I wanted those moments to last forever, and I knew if I said something, if I told her I’d been in love with her for years, she’d end things.
She’d think it was weird and that I was getting too serious, when all she wanted was this. Naked skin, orgasms, and a warm body in her bed.
Which was why I never said anything, and I let her take the lead most of the time. I didn’t want to overstay my welcome with her.
She pulled back and smiled. “I know I don’t have to do anything, but I want to, sweetie. I want to kiss you and feel you and watch you come for me. I love making you lose control and let someone else take care of you. It gets me off just as much as you do.”
What the hell was I supposed to say to that? Her words had me wet all over again. All I could do was nod like an idiot. She could have whatever she wanted.
“I want to try something new. Not new to me, but new to us. Would you be okay with that?”
I sat up a little, frowning in confusion. “What did you have in mind? It’s not butt stuff, is it? I mean, don’t get me wrong, I’m not opposed to a conversation about it, but that’s not the kind of mood I’m in.”
She laughed, and I reveled in the sound. She was so freaking perfect I couldn’t handle it. “I’ll make a note to come back to that one later, but no. I was thinking more along the lines of a vibrator? If you’re interested.”
“Oh. I’ve never used a toy with a partner before, but I’m happy for you to be my first.”
She grinned and hopped off the bed without another word. She fumbled around with something underneath the bed. I heard a zipper twice, and then she was back.
“So this is a new one. I haven’t used it, but I’ve been getting ads all over my social media. It was a little pricey, but it’s supposed to be well worth the cost. You can use it on me first if you want, or I can use it on you. Or we don’t have to use it at all if you changed your mind. Whatever you’re comfortable with, baby.”
My smile was soft but so loving. I was obsessed with every part of her. I loved how dominant she could be in bed while also being so patient and understanding. She always put my needs first, just as I did with her.
I loved the way she called me baby. It made me feel, if only for a split second, that what we had, what we were doing, was real. It made me think we were on the same page.
And I loved the way she looked at me. Like whatever I was going to say was the most important thing someone could tell her. Like whatever I wanted or didn’t want mattered. Like I mattered.
“It was your idea, so it’s your call, sunny. I’m happy with whatever you want.” I took her hands and kissed her, letting the taste of her soothe me, calm me, speak to me.
I broke the kiss, and her smile was wide and bright. My little sunflower. “I want to return the favor from the living room, Kaia. Can I please make you come with this?”
She held up the toy, and my eyes widened in surprise. It was an external suction toy, which was my favorite kind. I was mainly an external pleasure kind of person. I could get off with fingering or a vibrator, but I had to pay attention to my clit at the same time. We hadn’t used a strap, and I wasn’t opposed to the idea, but I didn’t think that would be our thing—at least not anytime soon—and that was okay.
I wasn’t surprised by her toy choice. She, too, liked external stimulation more. It was the shape that threw me off.
It was small and yellow and shaped like a lemon. “Where on earth did you get that?”
She twirled it around in her hand and turned it on. It was quiet and I wasn’t sure how well it would work. “I kept getting ads for it, and I finally clicked on one. Then I started seeing videos about it and got a discount code, so I figured why not?” She shrugged.
She scooted closer to me and placed a kiss on my lips. On my neck. On my collarbone, staying there for a while, swirling her tongue and sucking slightly in the way she knew drove me wild.
She pulled back and asked if I was okay. I nodded eagerly. “More than okay.” I didn’t care if we used the toy or not. I just wanted her to keep touching me anywhere and everywhere.
