I can tell Lily would like me to touch her more affectionately though as she obliviously doesn’t care about having her brother around.
Teasing her and keeping her on edge may be a little satisfying, knowing the tension will make it that much sweeter when we’re alone later today.
We finish our lunch, and Luke is off with Jessica to the pre-race spectacle and their media duties.
When they leave, Lily seems eager for some alone time, just like me.
She brings her arms around my neck and gives me a quick kiss.
“I didn’t know you were this scared of my dear brother, Sebastian. Where is the man who gave me a very public orgasm under a table?” she says with a teasing glint in her eyes.
I pinch her ass before leaning down to her ear.
“Such a fucking brat, aren’t you? Someone has to behave,” I say, pulling her closer to me.
My words ignite the fire in her eyes, knowing she likes it when I push back.
I lean down and bring my lips to hers, giving her a proper kiss this time.
Just as I’ve grabbed a hold of her ass and Lily’s pressing her body closely to mine, I hear someone clear their throat.
We break apart, our arms still around each other.
“Will probably never get used to this part of your relationship. Christ, we’ve gone for one minute and you’re already going at it,” Luke says, picking up his wallet, which he obviously forgot.
Now, Lily is the one blushing.
“Sorry, man. We’ll try to tone it down around you,” I say, scratching my neck.
I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep that promise, but I’ll try for my best friend.
“It’s fine, just new,” he says before he’s on his way again.
Lily rests her head against my chest, groaning out loud.
“Gosh, how embarrassing that was.”
I chuckle at her.
I mean, sure, it’s embarrassing having him catch us like that, but the bigger part of me is so relieved of havingLuke know about my feelings for her, that the awkwardness is all worth it.
I’d rather have that than having to hide any longer.
For Lily, though, it may be more awkward, considering I’m her brother’s best friend. I know Luke’s teased her growing up about having a crush on me.
“At least we were wearing clothes,” I say, making Lily push at my chest and roll her eyes.
“Yeah, I think the public sex should be kept at bay considering all the media and photographers,” she says.
She’s right, but the temptation is definitely there, knowing how much she liked it the last time.
“Yeah, we’ll save that for London,” I say, feeling a weight in my stomach.
When we travel back to the UK, Lily doesn’t have much time left before she’s going back to the US, this time for good.
This is all so new, and even though I don’t want to stress too much about this, I know that, at least for me, I’m not looking forward to her going back.
I also don’t want to stand in her way or hold her back from anything she wants to do.
