Sitting up, I suck her nipple in my mouth while grabbing onto her hips just to hold her.Keaton places one hand on my shoulder and the other one on the back of my head.She rakes her nails gently against the nape of my neck and it sends a chill through my body as I move my body with hers.I power my hips up as she slides down my cock.Keaton adds this twisting motion and it drives me fucking wild.I release her nipple with a pop and let my head fall back while continuing to move with her.I can feel my body start to tighten in response and I know I’m not going to be able to hold off for very long.I remove a hand from Keaton’s hip and slide it between our bodies.I rub her clit and watch as Keaton throws her head back and lets her hair brush against my legs.
“Tucker!”Keaton screams as she goes completely still on top of me and presses her chest against me.I continue to move my hips as I chase my release.
“Keaton!”I growl, my voice breaking as I bury my head between her tits and press soft kisses there while I slow my movements and hold Keaton close to my body.
We’re both breathing rapidly and I can feel her heart beating as wildly out of control as my own, and a fine layer of sweat coats our skin.I lift my face and gently press kisses against her neck leading up to her mouth where I give her a quick kiss and let us fall back on her bed.Keaton remains on top of me and makes no move to remove my cock from her.I rub my hand up and down her back gently as we take a few minutes and get ourselves back under control.When we can both breathe again, I grab a hold of the base of my cock and guide Keaton off of me as my softening dick slides out of her.We both groan at the sensation and I lay her down on the bed.
“I’m gonna go grab a washcloth to clean you up, Keaton.Don’t move,” I tell her as I get out of bed and head for her bathroom.
After going to the bathroom and washing my hands, I find a washcloth and wet it with warm water.Once I ring it out, I make my way back in to Keaton and find her almost passed out in the middle of the bed.I gently clean her body once I’ve made sure she knows what I’m about to do before dropping the washcloth and moving her to the pillows so I can cover her with the blankets on her bed.I’m not sure if she usually sleeps naked, but tonight she is.I shut the baby monitor off before I press a kiss on her forehead and leave the room after grabbing my clothes but leaving my cut in Keaton’s room so she knows I’m still here.I’m not about to push for more than Keaton wants as I make my way out to the couch.If she were awake enough to ask me to share her bed while we slept, I would stay in there with her without hesitation.Since she wasn’t really awake to ask me, I’ll leave her alone.
Chapter Eighteen
Keaton
WAKING UP, I stretchmy body and feel a delicious soreness in muscles I forgot existed.While I’ve had sex before, it’s definitely been a while.Even being with Camden, we didn’t have sex a lot because my schedule is usually insane and there wasn’t time for us to be alone together.I’m not that girl who wanted to have sex with him in public areas or risk getting caught.The thought of that happening always made me scared.Thinking about it with Tucker, I don’t think I’d mind anywhere he wanted to fuck me.The man has a body that deserves to be worshiped.I can tell his muscles are from hard work on the farm and working out on a regular basis.He’s lean with very defined muscles.I want to trace every ridge and dip of his body with my tongue until I memorize them.That’s definitely a first for me because I never reacted to Camden like that.
I look over and immediately know Tucker didn’t sleep in bed with me.I’m not sure why he didn’t stay and a horrible thought races through my mind as I jump out of bed and realize I’m completely naked.Grabbing my robe, I hastily wrap it around my body and run to Bridger’s room.His crib is empty as panic fills me and I run out of his room toward the living room where I think I left my phone.A million questions race through my mind as I almost fall a few times in my haste to get to my phone.
When did Tucker leave the house?
Did Dillon get in and take Bridger from me?
What am I going to do if something happens to Bridger?
Should I call Tucker or the cops first?
I stop dead in my tracks when I find Tucker fast asleep on the couch.He’s only wearing his boxer and his clothes are folded and placed on the coffee table.Bridger is sleeping on his chest.I spot my phone on the table and quietly pick it up.Turning on my camera, I snap several pictures of Tucker and Bridger sleeping.Tucker’s arms are wrapped around the baby as he holds him close.Both of them look so at peace as I grab the blanket off the back of the couch and carefully cover the two of them up.After setting my phone on silent, I slide it in the pocket of my robe and pick up the bottle from the table and carry it into the kitchen.Before I start to clean so I can make breakfast, I head back to my room and quickly shower before throwing on a pair of shorts and a baggy tee-shirt so I don’t have to wear a bra right now.I hate bras and will use any excuse not to wear one.After tossing my hair up in a messy bun, I make my bed and pick up any dirty clothes I’ve left on the floor.The only ones are from last night.Moving into the nursery, I grab Bridger a change of clothes for the day, a diaper, and the wipes before carrying them out to the living room and placing them on the table.I bypass cleaning there so I don’t wake them up and move to the kitchen.
I rinse out any dishes in the sink and load the dishwasher before starting it and moving on to clean the counters.When I open the refrigerator and freezer to find something for lunch and dinner, there’s nothing.I’ll have to go to the store and grab something.I thought I had more food than what’s here and I don’t.When I walk back in the living room once I’m done with the kitchen, I see the music I’ve been working on sticking out of my notebook and glance at Tucker to find him still sleeping.I’m not sure if he saw it while he was out here or not.I’ve been so careful to keep everything related to my music put up when I know he’ll be here.Yesterday, I didn’t once think about it after getting that call.
Walking down to the studio I have behind a hidden door, I carefully put the music and my notebook away.I don’t stay in my studio because I’ll start working and that’s something I can’t do while I’m here with Tucker.I’m not ready to share my secret with him.Not yet.I’ll eventually tell him and hope he doesn’t hold it against me because I am technically lying to him.Maybe I should just say fuck it all and tell him I’m also Ruby.If it changes whatever we have going on between us, then it does and I’ll know before my heart gets broken.Or, Tucker will be the man I think he is and it won’t matter to him if I’m Ruby or not.Something to think about another time as I make my way back upstairs.
Tucker and Bridger haven’t moved as I make my way back in the living room.Heading back to my room, I change clothes and grab my keys before making sure I have my purse and phone.Yes, I know I shouldn’t be going out alone, but I can’t make Bridger wait for his breakfast when he wakes up either.I ran out of his cereal yesterday.Plus, I want to make breakfast for Ice because he deserves a meal after racing over to me yesterday just because I called and needed him.Plus, I’m hoping Dillon is up to his old tricks and won’t bother with me just yet.I head for the garage and leave in my car so I can hopefully be back from the grocery store before either one of them wakes up.After pulling out of the gate, I wait until it closes before I head for town.I’ve got my windows open and the music blaring as I sing along to the radio.It’s one of Nora’s favorite songs and for the first time since Dillon killed her, I find myself smiling as I remember Nora singing this song horribly off key and at the top of her lungs when we’d ride around town if I were home from a tour.She even did it on my tour bus more than once and was overheard by several members of my security team.When we stepped off the bus, they were all laughing their asses off at Nora and she simply joined in with them.
Yes, I’m crying as I smile at the memory.Nora was always so full of life and I wanted to be like her in so many ways.Especially when it came to her not giving a shit what anyone else thought of her.Yeah, she’d care about my opinion, but if she didn’t know you, you didn’t matter to her.It’s what made all the mean girls in school hate her so much more.They tried their hardest to torment and bully Nora, but nothing they did ever bothered her.She would look at them with a smile on her face and ask if that’s all they had.Nora was my hero and I hope I can one day be half the person she was before being ripped away from us all.
