“You thought shit was sweet! You rat looking muthafucka! Yo bitch ass crusty ass mama should’ve swallowed you! You got some niggacity popping up over here with that shit,” Jaz said as we continued to wear his ass out. I was sick and winded, but I would still throw these hands.
“I’ma fuck you bitches up!” Chauncey yelled, stumbling off the porch and to his car. We closed and locked the door then headed back to the kitchen, winded as hell.
“Damn that felt good,” I laughed. This situation made me think that I really needed to make sure that he didn’t touch my child when I left this world. Fuck that! I ad to get my affairs in order.
“His ugly ass needed that beat down. I was hoping to beat some cuteness into his ass. But that shit didn’t work. And his hoe finna lose her muthafuckin job playing with me.” Jaz shook her head. “Anywho, Fev... so the ancestry couldn’t find anything on your family, huh?”
“No, I guess none of my potential family has done one yet so they’re not in the system. At least, I’ll be in there if or whenever they do but I decided to leave that alone,” I told her. I didn’t want to know who my family was. If they wanted to know me, they would’ve been looking for me.
“I feel you. I got mine back, and it said I had two percent Indian in me, and I can see it in my cheekbones.” She leaned her cheek over to me and I fell out laughing.
We sat around cracking jokes and hanging out for the next few hours just having a good time. My phone started ringing, and I picked it up to see who it was, and it was Legacy. Again. I placed it back on the counter and ignored it. Jaz peered over at the phone and shook her head at me.
“Fev, you wrong as fuck for treating him like that. He loves the shit out of you. He’s in this shit now; no matter what you do, he will still be hurt. He doesn’t deserve to be shut out. I know you think you’re doing this for him but you’re not,” she said, and the doorbell started going off.
I went to look through the peephole and my heart started beating fast as hell. He was here, and I knew if I opened that door, I wouldn’t be able to let him go. He finally stoppedknocking and calling and left. I let out a breath along with some tears. Jaz pulled me in for a hug and I cried it out while Kasia rubbed my back.
“Friend, you’re not in this alone. We’re here for you and baby girl and so is he. You gotta let him love you and be here for you though,” Kasia said to me.
Once I calmed down, we went back into the kitchen to have some wine and to smoke some of my medical weed because I needed it right now. An hour later, we were in here fucked up, and dancing toPop Dat Thangby DaBaby.
“Teach me how to turn you to my bae and I’ma learn. If I don’t feel goin out my way, then I’ma turn. Go the other way, ain’t even finna lie. The way that booty moving in that dress, I’m finna ask ya if you wanna fuck today,” Jaz rapped, hands on her knees as she threw that big ole booty in a circle.
The three of us were acting like some fools and had assembled into a soul train line so we could show off our individual dance moves. We were cheering each other on as we all took turns dancing down the line then when Jaz’s turn came to shine, my girl dropped down into a damn Chinese split.
“Okayyy friend,” Kasia clapped.
“Right!” I laughed. “Jaz said she finna show us heffas.”
“And did.” Jaz pursed her lips with a nod.
After the song went off, I went to grab a bottle of water from the fridge so I could cool myself off. A loud drilling sound came from the living room and we all stopped to look at each other in confusion.
“What’s that noise?” Jaz questioned.
“It sounds like it’s coming from the living room,” Kasia said, peeping down the hall. The three of us headed down the hall and when we made it to the living room, my hands flew up to my mouth. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing.
“I know that’s the fuck right! Take the whole muthafuckin door off and come get your bitch! That’s my type of nigga; he gangsta wit it. I hope my bitches come get me like that. As a matter of fact, let me tell one of my hoes it’s over and see what she do. This that type of unhinged shit I need. Welp, Fev, we’ll see you later.” Jaz fell out laughing.
“Correct, because this is real love right here.” Kasia smiled.
I couldn’t believe Legacy had Rome take my door off the hinges. I still don’t know how the fuck that happened.
“What are you doing?” I snapped..
Rome’s crazy ass laughed like I said something funny. “Girl is you slow? He asked looking at me confused as hell. “You don’t know a break-in when you see one?”
“I’m fighting for what’s mine. You can’t think for one second that I’m going to let you do this alone. I fucking love you. And yes, I’m angry as hell, but I’m angry because I’m going to lose the best thing that’s ever happen to me. You came in my life and stole my heart. I asked you a while ago what was the one thing that you dreamed of doing in your lifetime, and do you remember what that was?” Legacy asked, as the tears freely ran down his face and mine.
“I said I wanted to get married.” I smiled through my tears.
“Yeah, that’s what you said, and I want the same for the both of us. This isn’t because you’re sick, it’s because I’m in love with you and I want you as my wife until you take your last breath, even if it is for a little while,” he said and got down on one knee pulling out the most beautiful ring I’d ever seen. “Forever More, will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?” He smiled, and I was in a fit of tears.
“I love you, baby. Yes… Yes, I’ll marry you.” I jumped into his arms and kissed the hell out of this man. He slid the ring on my finger, and I just admired the big ass rock.
“Sorry about your door but don’t ever play with me like that again. He’ll put it back on.” We both fell out laughing. “Our birthday is tomorrow, and I want to do it then,” he said, and my eyes got big as hell.
“Tomorrow! How can we do it so quick?” I asked.
