Page 133 of Disarm


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Miguel

Wires haven’t killed me yet. You?

Caleb

Slept through my first alarm and nearly died sprinting to class. But I’m here. Trying not to think about you going to therapy for the first time.

Staring at that last line for a second too long.

Miguel

Ah, so we’re both pretending we’re chill. Cute.

Caleb

Shut up.

Are you… nervous?

My thumb hovers over the keyboard—No feels like a lie and a yes feels like too much weight to drop in his lap when he’s already dragging his own shit to Dr. Kaur every week.

Miguel

Little bit. Mostly I don’t know what I’m supposed to say.

“Hi, my name is Miguel and I bring emotional casseroles to people in crisis.”

Three dots appear almost immediately.

Caleb

You could literally say that and she’d probably love you.

You don’t have to go if you don’t want to. I don’t want you to feel like you have to because of me.

Miguel

I want to, pretty boy. Doesn’t mean I’m not gonna complain about it like a man.

Caleb

Gender equality means you’re allowed to whine.

Text me after? Even if it’s just “didn’t die.”

Miguel

Deal. Go learn things. No talking shit to the professor.

Caleb

Can’t make promises I won’t keep.

I tuck the phone away and drag a hand down my face.

“Yo, Veracruz,” Benny calls. “You fall in love with that stud bay or what?”

“Yeah, it spoke to my soul,” I say, grabbing my drill. “Said, ‘please save me from whoever wired me in 1978.’”