Page 144 of Hard to Hold


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Just like them, I was all in.

And for the first time in what felt like forever, I wasn’t scared.

Not of them.

Not of myself.

Not of my decisions or of what tomorrow would bring.

Not of the possession that I felt when they looked at me.

This was what I wanted.

It was vastly different than anything I'd ever known.

It was…

Perfect.

Rhys

I had never seen Wolfe like this.

Well, not when he wasn’t engaged in a knock-down drag-out, anyhow.

He was practically vibrating.

Wolfe ripped his mouth from mine, then gripped my head, holding me tightly, our eyes locked.

“Tell me,” Wolfe demanded.

I stared back, swallowing past the lump in my throat.

“Fuckin’ tell me,” Wolfe growled. “I want to hear it.” He shook his head. “No. I need to hear it.”

I knew exactly what he wanted to hear. And if I was honest with myself, the words were burning my tongue, desperate to get out. But I held myself back.

Fear gripped me.

Fear of what this would mean for me.

My entire life could be flipped upside down by admitting that I loved these two. Hell, admitting that I loved Wolfe alone could pull the rug right out from underneath me.

Could I do it?

Could I risk everything I'd worked so hard for?

For a chance at a life I'd always dreamed of, a love I'd never thought I would find?

“Fuck,” I grumbled as my heart pinched tightly, my abs contracting as a wave of emotion ripped through me, stealing my breath.

“No?” There was a sadness in Wolfe’s eyes, one that said he could read my mind, knew the war I'd waged with myself.

“You can’t say it?”

I didn’t move.

“Because it’s not true?” Wolfe questioned. “Or because you’re fuckin’ scared?”