I fucking can’t.
Instead, I unlatch the button on my cargo pants and undo the zipper. The relief is immediate but nowhere near long-lasting, the ache in my cock already throbbing, desperation filling me from head to toe. It pushes against the restraint of my boxers, and I catch Maddie swallowing hard as her eyes dip lower and she catches an eyeful.
As though she’s still trying to make sure I know she’s willing to go at whatever speed I’m running at, even if that means backtracking, she rasps, “We don’t have to do anything, just so you know.”
I nod, already aware.
Unfortunately for her, I’m already too deep in the water to stand, and I don’t want to swim back to the shallow end. I might not have the experience the others do, and I might have never actually fucked a woman, but I’m not going to let myself get in the way of finally having the one thing in this world that genuinely makes me happy enough to want to keep smiling and laughing.
She means too much to me now, and there’s a desperate need to make her mine in all ways that has bubbled to the surface.
It’s why I only nod once more before leaning in to kiss her soundly, tasting sugar on her tongue when I swipe mine against hers. A groan forms at the back of my throat, her smell and taste filling my senses in the best way, and I don’t stop myself from reaching for my boxers and lowering them over my hard cock. I don’t bother climbing out of my pants and boxers, the need bulldozing into me too hard to ignore long enough to even try, and Maddie doesn’t seem to want to let me go long enough for me to attempt it.
Instead, I grip my length tightly, tugging my hand up and down only once before I lower myself against her. The tip of my cock finds her wetness instantly, so I drag myself through her arousal with no small amount of awe and need, the feeling so alien but fucking incredible that I repeat the motion several times over.
Maddie moans deep and low, her eyes shuttering closed as I glide myself through her folds, and I fucking choke when my balls tighten at the sight of her. Bare and sprawled beneath me, making sexy-as-hell sounds because of my dick, she’s the hottest thing I’ve ever seen in my life. There’s nothing more beautiful, nothing more addicting, than Madison Fowler.
And she’s mine.
Damn fucking straight, she is.
Swallowing hard, I stare down at Maddie long enough that her eyes open and a small gasp slips from her mouth. I stare long enough for something to pass between us, something fundamental and earth-shattering, and the last of my worries falls away like it didn’t even exist to begin with.
Maddie’s legs raise, slowly wrapping around my back just as I notch myself at her opening. Keeping my gaze firmly trained on hers, neither of us looking away, I gradually sink into her wet heat.
I’ve felt nothing like it before, the heat almost overwhelming, her walls tightening around me hard enough that I grit my teeth against the sudden pulse that has my balls tightening again. A rough sound crawls from my chest, a weird mixture between a growl and a groan, and I choke out, “You’re tight as fuck, Mads.”
When she huffs out a surprised laugh, she only grows tighter, and I worry that I’m going to embarrass the hell out of myself when I feel a dribble of precum spill from my cock. I’m already fighting against the urge to let loose and fuck her hard and fast until I spill inside her, wanting to draw out my first time ever with the woman I’m catastrophically in love with, and her tightening walls as she laughs is doing nothing to fight off that urge.
“You feel good,” she breathes, still amused from my outburst, and it’s the only thing that calms me down from the high of being inside a woman for the first time in my life.
That is, until she hooks her heels higher around my back and tugs me forward. My cock sinks into her so suddenly that I groan long and hard, my sounds mingling with her sexy little gasps and moans. I bottom out inside her, my balls clapping against her ass the moment I’m buried as deep as I can go, and Ishove my face into the crook of her neck while I fight for control over my body.
A wasted fucking effort around Maddie, because the she-devil whispers directly in my ear, “If you want it, don’t hold back, Rayne Cloud. You’ll be surprised just how willing I’ll be to go another round and another round after that. So fuck me. Hard, fast, slow, I don’t care. I’ll take whatever you want to give me.”
Madison Fowler, a fucking test to my goddamn sanity, willpower, and control.
A test I lose, and all too willingly.
Because the moment she gives me that green flag, I lose it. I pull my hips back and slam right back inside her, snapping my eyes shut at the pleasure that ripples all over me at the feel of her wet heat sheathing my cock like she was built to take it.
I do it again, thrusting in and out of her, gritting my teeth when the sound of us fucking suddenly fills the room. It joins the sounds of Maddie’s gasping breaths, her small mewls and moans, and I make peace with the fact that this isn’t going to last anywhere near as long as I would have liked. I don’t have that level of control, and what little I was holding on to suddenly snaps when Maddie wraps her hand around my neck and pulls me into a hard, consuming kiss that pushes me right over the edge.
My hips are moving of their own free will the next moment, and I’m pistoning in and out of Maddie’s soft, wet pussy with a stuttering rhythm and a whole lot of need. Pleasure floods my system, my balls already tightening, and I kiss her just as hard as she kisses me, wanting to imprint her mouth into my psyche.
With my right hand, I lift Maddie’s legs higher over my waist, deepening the angle, and I continue fucking her hard and fast, bottoming out every time. Maddie’s sounds fill the room, my own grunts joining hers as I pump in and out of her willingbody. My other hand grips Maddie’s hair, tilting her head back so I can drink in every kiss she gives me.
It’s all so much, every new feeling fueling my movements and drawing me closer and closer to the edge. It’s when Maddie’s walls start to tighten around me that I almost swallow my tongue, my movements turning jerky as Maddie moans loudly before announcing against my mouth, “I’m going to come, Rayne. Oh my God, just like that.”
Her declaration triggers something deep and primal inside me, and I’m nothing more than a goddamn animal when I tear my mouth from hers and bury my face back into her neck, my teeth sinking into her flesh and taking hold as I pound in and out of her greedy cunt.
It takes only four pumps of my hips before Maddie tips over the edge with a silent scream, her hands clawing at my bare back. Her walls flutter around me with her sudden release, my cock dragging through her pulsing body as she loses herself to a climax that sends me right over the edge with her.
With only two more thrusts, I bury myself as deep as I can go before snarling straight into my own release, coming hard enough that my vision grows blurry. I pulse streams of cum into Maddie’s pussy over and over, my cock jerking with every spurt, and her body takes every drop with a willingness that steals my breath.
My heart is hammering beneath my ribs, my pulse going haywire, and my breathing is as haggard and choppy as hers. We’re both slicked with sweat, but neither of us cares, Maddie dragging me down more fully on top of her. She wraps her legs more snugly around me as she hugs my body to hers, and I sink into her embrace with a low groan, finally releasing her skin from between my teeth.
We’re both silent for a long moment, my cock still buried inside her, and her unwilling to let me go just yet. That suits mejust fine, because there isn’t anywhere else in the world I want to be other than between my girl’s legs and growing sleepy on top of her.
