“I don’t want ye to fret,” he said in a soft voice, “but I’m coming into bed with ye.”
Her mouth went dry as he unfastened his claymore and laid it on the floor next to the bed, where it would be close at hand. She knew he did it from habit, and yet that, too, made her feel safe. No one would get past the door while Ian was here.
She watched as he took off his boots and socks and then unwound his plaid and dropped it. He was standing in just his shirt, which fell to his thighs. She stared at his powerful legs, so different from how they were when he was a boy, then brought her gaze slowly back to his face. Ian had been a lovely boy, but he was so handsome now it made her ache to look at him.
When he met her gaze and his eyes went dark, she felt a stirring deep within her. Even if what he felt for her was mostly pity, she couldn’t help reacting to his desire for her. Desire, pity, duty. If that was all that brought him to her bed and secured their marriage, he would never be content with her. At least not for long.
She drew in a shaky breath as Ian unfastened his shirt. He paused midway and dropped his hands.
He did not want her after all. The scars were too ugly.
“I’m no going to take your virginity this time, because ye are upset,” he said. “I want ye to decide to have me as your husband with a clear head and heart.”
The bed rocked as he climbed in beside her. Before she could catch her breath, he pulled her into his arms. The heat and power of him radiated through her from head to toe.
“What I am going to do,” he said with his face so close she could feel the warmth of his breath on her lips, “is leave ye with no doubt that I want ye.”
She swallowed. She strongly suspected his plan would involve removing the rest of her clothes.
“It’s too light” was all she could manage to get through her tight throat.
“The first time I have ye naked, I want to see ye.”
The first time. Would there be a second after he saw her back? He’d only seen a little of her scars in the kitchen. And even if the scars didn’t trouble him, would she disappoint him in other ways?
“You’re as lovely as your name, Sìleas.” He said her name, drawing out theshhhsound. “I should have known you’d grow into it, just as ye have your teeth.”
She didn’t think it was possible to draw a smile from her, but this did. “And what is wrong with my teeth?”
“Nothing at all.” He dragged his thumb over her bottom lip, making her breath hitch. “I’d like to feel them on my skin.”
“Are ye joking?” She hadn’t meant to say the words aloud.
He kept his eyes fixed on hers as he shook his head, and her heart skipped a beat. Taking her hand, he scraped his teeth over the pad of her thumb, sending a thrill of sensation through her.
When he covered her mouth with his, she found it hard to hang onto her worries.
He’d kissed her many times now, so she thought she was prepared. But kissing lying down was turning out to be a different experience altogether. She felt overwhelmed by his closeness, by the weight of him leaning over her, pressing her into the bed.
His lips were warm and soft. When she put her palm to his face to feel the rough bristles against her palm, he made a low sound in his throat. The thrust of his tongue in her mouth sent spirals of pleasure down to her belly. Her heart was beating too fast. And that was before she felt the warmth of his hand cover her breast.
She gasped for breath when he tore his mouth away from hers.
“Ahh, ye feel good, Sìl,” he said in her ear.
He nipped at her earlobe, sending unexpected tingles through her, then kissed the side of her face. As he moved down her throat, he drew involuntary sighs from her lips. The moist warmth of his breath, his lips, his tongue on her skin, captured all her attention. But when she felt his mouth on the bare skin at the top of her breast, her eyes flew open.
When she started to sit up, Ian locked his hands around her wrists, pressed them to the bed on either side of her head, and proceeded to dissolve her resistance with endless kisses. She wasn’t aware of when he released her hands, but she had them around his neck now, urging him closer.
She groaned in disappointment when he pulled away. He gave her a warm smile that shone in his eyes.
“We’d best get this next part over with, Sìl.”
Before she knew it, he flipped her onto her stomach.
Guessing his intention, she gripped the sides of her chemise with both hands. “No, Ian. No.”
Instead of jerking her chemise up as she expected, he drew her hair to the side and started kissing her neck. His lips were so soft, she sighed without meaning to. Then he kissed her bare shoulder. Straddling her on all fours, he slowly worked his way down, rubbing firm hands over her and kissing her through the cloth of her chemise.
