“No, real talk. So I guess you heard about his other seed, huh?”
“So you knew too?” I asked him.
“Shit, who didn’t? I’m surprised that Shell didn’t tell you. It was all over the hood.”
“Well, I don’t hang with Shell anymore.”
“Oh. Well, Tyra and Melissa had a fight over him in The Dead End. You know they’re cousins. They actually fucked each other up over him. They had a fight the day after the DNA results came back. Those stupid broads ended up getting locked up and everything.” he went on and on.
I just stood there feeling so damn stupid. I allowed Jahrein to keep me away from certain people therefore keeping me out of the loop. He had this separate life inthe hood while my ass sat at home. Those chicks were fighting for a part of him, when he was supposed to belong solely to me.
“Mommy, I want this game.” Junior pointed.
“Okay is that all you want?”
“This and some ice cream.” he smiled, looking just like his daddy.
“Okay.” I laughed.
We went and stood in line to pay for his new game.
“I got it.” Khalil offered when it was our turn to check out. After paying for it, he handed the game to Junior, and he snatched it out of his hand.
“Jahrein, that was not nice. You don’t snatch anything from people. And this nice man just bought your game for you. What are you supposed to say?” I asked him sternly.
“Thank you.” Jahrein Junior answered, reluctantly. He was so stubborn.
“You welcome.” Khalil chuckled. “Be easy on him, Raven. I know how it is with little boys and their mamas.”
“Yeah, but he has to respect his elders no matter the situation.” I asserted.
“I feel you.” he replied as we headed out of the store.
Khalil and I talked as Junior ate his ice cream. We exchanged numbers then went our separate ways. I chilled with my kids for the rest of the day and called him once I made it home. We talked for hours. The next day he came over on some dinner and a movie shit. We ended up fucking on my couch. He was a nice size, but Jahrein was larger. Still I enjoyed the sex with him. It wasn’t as passionate as the times with Jahrein, but I knew that chemistry like that came with time.
Khalil was so different from Jahrein. He didn’t question me every minute of the day or hound me. He came over and put in his time, but didn’t make things too complicated for me. He understood my and Jahrein’s arrangement which required me to spend plenty of time around him. He just came and helped me relax after a long day.
Things between Khalil and I were changing rapidly. The other guys that I’d met before getting in touch with him had stopped calling. Every time someone did call me Khalil was over at my place. He was becoming a permanent fixture in my life.
He was always showering me with expensive gifts. He even offered to pay all the bills at my apartment. Of course, I refused. Still, he would leave over a thousand dollars on my coffee table every other time he came to visit.
He wanted us to go out on the town, but I was apprehensive. I wasn’t ready for Jahrein to know about us. He’d actually been easy to deal with. I think that was because he thought that we were on the verge of getting back together. I felt that him finding out about me Khalil too soon could change things for the worse.
As I wrapped the last gift someone rang my door bell. I hopped up and went to answer the door. I saw through the peep hole that it was Khalil. I swung the door open.
“Hey baby!” I exclaimed.
With the hugest grin on his face he took me into his arms and lifted me off my feet. “What’s up sexy?” he asked as he put me down and closed the door.
“Just was here missing you.” I cooed.
“Oh well, show me.” he moved in for a kiss. His tongue tasted so sweet.
He grabbed himself a handful of ass as we made our way to my couch never breaking our connection. Slowly, he eased down and lowered his body. With ease he pulled my jeans down. He was now face to face with my kitty. Placing his finger between my slit, he toyed with my wetness.
My eyes rolled into the back of my head, as his tongue found it's way to my clit. Slowly, I wound my hips, enjoying the feel. The sounds of his slurps were echoing off the walls, turning me on even more.
I gripped his head, as my toes curled. I cocked my legs up in the air, making sure he could taste it all. Just as I was literally fucking his face I heard,she said it’s your child and it really messed me up. How could you deny your own flesh and blood? Got to face reality. There can never be anymore us.
