She had never experienced anything like it.
The heat was heady, exhilarating, and as Razor stood, he grabbed her ass and ordered her to wrap her legs around his waist.She didn’t argue, even as she felt the hard ridge of his cock against her core.There was no stopping what was about to happen.
He was the one in control.And she felt him at her core.
Eden was not going to tell him.She was ready for this, and as he thrust inside her, tearing through her virginity, she tried to control herself.All her life, she had been able to control herself, but right now she lost it as she cried out.The pain so intense, that at first she thought she was going to be snapped in two.
Tears filled her eyes, and she didn’t want to cry, but she couldn’t help it as Razor paused.
“Shit, babe, fuck, what is it?”he asked.
She looked at him.“I ...I’m a virgin.I was a virgin.It should stop soon.”
“Fuck, why didn’t you say anything?”he asked, cupping her face.
“I didn’t want to.”But right now, with the pain, she wished she had said something.
****
Razor had two choices—pullout and take care of it, which could lead to her feeling rejected, and he didn’t want that.Or he could stay inside her and wait.
He should have known she was a virgin, but he could not imagine men turning a blind eye to this beauty before him.She was a keeper.
There was no way he was pulling out of her tight, hungry pussy.The aftershocks of her orgasm were still making her pulse around his length, and it felt so fucking good.He was ready to blow his load deep inside her, but instead he counted to ten, then twenty, and just waited.
The pain in her eyes was enough for him to control himself.The last thing he ever wanted to do was hurt her.And he’d gone and done it anyway.Their first time was not supposed to be in the fucking shower.He just couldn’t control himself.He had wanted her so badly, his patience had worn thin.
Seconds passed, or maybe minutes.He didn’t know how much time had passed, and he looked into her eyes, waiting to see the pain leave them.He kissed her lips.
“I’m so sorry,” he said.
“I am too.I didn’t know.Do you hate me?”She had this adorable frown between her brows, and he laughed.
“Never.”
She groaned.“This has got to be the worst for you, hasn’t it?I bet you’ve never been in this predicament before, with a girl that doesn’t have a clue what she is doing and probably looks like a giant mess.”
“There’s nowhere else I would rather be.”
“Come on.”
“I’m being serious.This is perfect to me.Being with you is perfect.You don’t even realize what a gift you have given me, do you?”
“Gift?”
“I’ve never been a woman’s first, and I am never going to be again.”Eden had not belonged to him.There was no fucking way he was going to give up this precious woman.She was one of a kind.His, for fucking ever.He was not a fool, and he knew exactly what he wanted.
Stroking her cheek, he ran his thumb across her bottom lip.
“Don’t compare yourself to anyone else.This is everything,” he said.“Does it still hurt?”
“No, I don’t think so.”
Razor didn’t want to cause her any more pain, however, there was only so much he could take of staying perfectly still within her.He wasn’t going to be able to handle it much longer.
Slowly, he eased out just an inch and kept a close eye on her reaction.If at any point she looked in pain, he would stop.There was none.
He pressed inside her and kept his movements slow, wanting her to feel everything that was good.Pain was necessary for a woman.For a man, there was no pain.It fucking sucked.
