“I know evidence was suppressed. Tell me about the note.”
“Two days after Lily died, before I was arrested, someone left it under my door. Plain paper, block letters. It said: 'Stay quiet about what you don't understand. We're watching.'”
My pulse kicked hard. “Do you still have it?”
“No. I threw it away because I was terrified and I didn't know who to trust.” His hands trembled on the phone. “I told the police during questioning. They said they'd look into it. But it never appeared in any report, never got mentioned at trial. It just disappeared, the same way everything else did.”
“Like the CCTV. Like the original forensic findings. Like every piece of evidence that didn't fit Harrow's narrative.” I kept my voice level with considerable effort. “What else?”
“There was a man. During the trial, sitting in the back row of the gallery, taking notes, watching me like—” Ethan stopped and swallowed. “Like he was making sure I played my part correctly. Making sure I didn't say anything that might disrupt the story Harrow was telling.”
“Describe him.”
“Fifties. Grey hair. Expensive suits. He looks respectable until you see his eyes, and then you understand that he isn't there to witness justice. He's there to guarantee a specific outcome.”
I pulled out my phone and started taking notes even though I knew I'd hold every word in perfect detail. “Anything else?”
“A black sedan. Parked outside our building the week before Lily died, same spot every night, different hours but always there eventually.” His jaw clenched. “I mentioned it to the police. They said it was probably nothing. But after the note I started wondering if someone had been watching us. Watching her.”
The pieces assembled themselves into something ugly, something that suggested Lily hadn't died because of a domestic argument but because someone had wanted her silent.
“Why?” The word came out rough. “Why would they target Lily specifically? What did she know?”
“I don't know exactly. But the week before she died she'd been nervous. Distracted. Said something at work was bothering her but she couldn't talk about it yet — said she needed to verify something before raising it formally.” Ethan's voice shook. “I should have pushed harder. But I was caught up in my own work and I told myself it would sort itself out.”
“Where did she work?”
“Legal aid. She helped victims of domestic violence — restraining orders, navigating the court system, accessing resources.” He paused. “Including cases Harrow prosecuted. Cases where victims needed protection from people with money and connections.”
Everything clicked into place with a clarity that made me feel sick.
Lily had worked in legal aid. Had access to case files. Had seen how Harrow operated, had maybe noticed the patterns and inconsistencies and corruption that she'd been too principled to look away from. And someone had killed her for it. Staged her death, blamed Ethan, let Harrow close the case and move on while everyone focused on the violent husband instead of the corrupt prosecutor.
The folder slipped from my hands and hit the floor. I couldn't breathe properly, couldn't think past the rage and grief filling my chest like something corrosive.
All this time. Three years. Three years of hating the wrong man. Three years of believing the lie. Three years of letting Lily's real killers walk free because I'd been too broken to question the narrative the system had handed me.
“Dom?” Ethan's voice came through distant, concerned. “Are you alright?”
“No.” The word came out strangled. “I'm not.”
My voice broke. Tears burned in my eyes and I hated them, hated the weakness, but they came anyway, hot and unwelcome, blurring the glass until Ethan's face was just a smear of orange and grey.
“All this time,” I managed. “She died because she was trying to help people. Because she saw something and wouldn't look away. And I let them bury her under lies. Let them turn her death into another domestic violence statistic. Let them make you the monster instead of finding the real ones.”
“It's not your fault.”
“It is.” The words tore out of me. “I should have looked harder. Should have questioned everything instead of accepting it because accepting it was easier than admitting the system failed her.”
I pressed both hands against the glass and leaned forward until my forehead touched the barrier. “I'm sorry, Ethan. For believing them. For hating you. For not fighting for the truth when it mattered.”
“I'm sorry too.” His voice was thick. “For not protecting her. For letting her walk out that night. For being too scared to fight the charges when she deserved someone willing to burn everything down to find the truth.”
We sat there separated by scratched glass and years of manufactured hatred, two men broken by the same loss. When I could breathe again, when the tears had slowed enough to see clearly, I looked at him and saw the guilt and grief and exhaustion carved into every line of his face.
“Tell me about her,” I said.
Ethan wiped his eyes and smiled despite the tears. For the next twenty minutes we traded memories — her terrible puns, her too-loud laughter, the way she'd leave sticky notes with jokes in impossible places, the folder on her phone labelled 'Dom being soft' where she'd saved every remotely emotional messageI'd ever sent her. Every story made the grief worsen and the loss more real and the rage in my chest crystallise into something colder and more purposeful.