Page 105 of Ruthless Mercy


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“A forensic report. The original version, the one that noted bruising patterns inconsistent with your confession. The one that mentioned defensive wounds on Lily's hands that didn't match any injuries found on your body.” My voice shook despite everything I was doing to hold it steady. “This report was altered before trial. Someone went through and changed the findings to match Harrow's narrative. So tell me why.”

Ethan stared at the document. The colour had drained from his face.

I pulled out the next one. “A witness statement from the first responding officer. Notes that you were 'agitated and suspicious of the husband's story.' That statement was sealed before anyone could question what you were suspicious about. Why?”

Another document. “A security footage timeline showing a seventeen-minute gap the night Lily died. Dismissed as a technical malfunction even though the rest of the footage from that entire week is intact. Seventeen minutes that would have shown whether you left your flat the way the prosecution claimed.”

I kept going, document after document, each one another piece of evidence that the case against Ethan had been constructed on lies and omissions and a carefully manufacturednarrative designed to ensure a specific outcome regardless of truth. When I'd laid it all out I sat back.

“So I'll ask you one more time,” I said. “What really happened to Lily? And don't lie to me. Not after everything.”

Ethan's hands shook on the phone. His eyes were wet. When he finally spoke, the words came out like something that had been held down for a very long time.

“I didn't kill her.” Raw and absolute and costing him something to say out loud. “I swear to God, Dom, I didn't kill her. But I couldn't prove it. And when Harrow stood in that courtroom and painted me as a monster, when all those witnesses testified to things that never happened or were twisted beyond recognition, when my own lawyer told me that pleading guilty might get me a lighter sentence—” His voice cracked completely. “I was terrified. I was alone. I didn't know how to fight a system that had already decided what I was.”

“So you confessed.” The words came out poisonous. “You confessed to killing my sister even though you didn't do it.”

“My lawyer said the evidence against me was overwhelming. That with the forensic reports and the witness testimony I'd get life without parole if I fought it. That if I confessed and showed remorse, maybe I'd get twenty-five with possibility of parole.” Ethan wiped his eyes with his sleeve. “I know how that sounds. I know what it makes me. But I was scared and broken and I couldn't see any other way out.”

The rage in my chest transformed into something colder, something that made my voice come out quiet and deadly. “You let them close Lily's case. Let them call it solved. Let whoever really killed her walk free because you were too scared to fight.”

“I know.” The admission came out like a sob. “I know what I did. I know I failed her. Failed you. I've spent three years in here knowing I deserve to be here not because I killed her but because I was too weak to fight for the truth when it mattered.”

I wanted to put my fist through the glass. Wanted to reach through and shake him until something broke loose. Wanted to scream at him for being a coward, for taking the easy path, for letting Lily's real killer disappear into comfortable anonymity while he rotted in here for a crime he didn't commit.

But looking at him — broken and grey and barely holding together — I couldn't summon what it would take. Because I understood. Understood how the system crushed people, how it made fighting feel impossible, how accepting guilt could feel easier than fighting accusations nobody would believe you didn't deserve.

“Tell me everything,” I said finally. “From the beginning. What really happened that night?”

Ethan took a shuddering breath and nodded. “We fought. About money. About my job. About the future. Stupid things that felt important in the moment but were really just stress finding targets. She wanted to start a family. I wanted to wait until we were more stable. Neither of us would back down.”

“Lily never backed down.” The words came before I could stop them, memory surfacing unbidden. “Once she decided something, she was immovable.”

“She got that from you.” Ethan almost smiled. “Or you got it from her. I could never tell which direction it ran.”

“Both, probably. Our parents used to say we were the same person in different bodies. Too stubborn for our own good.” I pressed my palm against the glass. “What happened after the fight?”

“She left. Said she needed air, needed to clear her head. I let her go because I was angry and stupid and thought space would help.” His voice cracked. “I should have followed her. Should have made sure she was safe. But I stayed and tried to cool down and told myself we'd fix everything in the morning.”

“When did you realise something was wrong?”

“When she didn't come home. When morning came and her phone went straight to voicemail and her car was still parked outside our building.” He closed his eyes. “I called everyone. Her friends. Her work. You, but you didn't answer because you were on assignment. By the afternoon I was panicked enough to call the police. They told me to wait twenty-four hours. Said she'd probably just needed space after a fight.”

“And then?” I already knew the rest of it from the other side — the call that came two days later, the formal notification, the way the world had ended in a police station smelling of burnt coffee and tired sympathy.

“They found her body in an alley three blocks from our flat. Called me in for questioning immediately. Asked about our fight, about my whereabouts. I told them I was home alone. That the building's CCTV would show me entering and not leaving.”

“But the CCTV disappeared.”

“Harrow said it was corrupted. Technical difficulties. Unfortunately we'd just have to rely on testimony.” Ethan's hands clenched. “And suddenly there were witnesses. People who barely knew us, people who 'remembered' me being violent, being controlling, being exactly the kind of husband who might kill his wife in a moment of rage.”

“Their stories contradicted each other.”

“It didn't matter. Harrow wove them into a narrative and the jury bought it.” His voice went bitter. “Because monsters make sense. Random killings don't. The system needed someone to blame and I was convenient.”

“What about the note?” I asked. “The one you mentioned in your initial statement. The one that was removed from the file.”

Ethan's eyes widened slightly. “You know about that?”