He brings my hands to his lips. “I promise you, Harper, I’ll keep you safe. But I need to know I have your full confidence and trust. You doubted me once. Tell me you won’t ever question my love for you again. If something unexpectedly takes me away from you, I need your word you know I’m coming back for you.”
“Yes. You have my word.”
I kiss Felix, then rest my forehead against his. My breath shakes, nervous over an issue that might be a relationship dealbreaker forhim.
“There’s something I need to tell you,” I say. “I don’t know what your stance on children is, but if you want them, I might not be able to give them to you. This is another reason why me and Tyler were strained. When I got pregnant at eighteen, I was young and scared. Perhaps losing the baby was a blessing in disguise. I wasn’t ready for it. I didn’t want the baby. Then when it was gone, I felt this massive sense of loss. These last eight years… it hasn’t been just you missing from my life.”
Felix draws back to meet my gaze, his eyes filled with sorrow.
“I want to be a mom and surrounded by family. Tyler and I have tried to become pregnant again. We’ve had fertility testing. They say we’re healthy and there’s no reason I can’t get pregnant. But for some reason, it won’t happen.”
“I can’t imagine the pain,” he murmurs.
“What’s your stance on kids?”
“I’ve never considered them because after you, I never saw a future with anyone. But if you want children, I want them too.” The kiss that follows is slow and tender. A promise. “I’ll get you pregnant, Harper.”
I gasp, smiling against his lips.
Felix brushes a damp strand of hair from my face. “You and I will go public with our relationship. There will be no secrets this time. I don’t care about anyone’sopinion of us. Nor do I care about the ramifications this will have for the Blackwood name and Forever Families. This time, nothing will ruin us.”
“It all sounds perfect.”
His voice lowers, velvety smooth. “You’ll have my child. We’ll start trying right this second.”
Before I have a chance to react, Felix lifts my hips, stroking the head of his cock along my clit, guiding himself to my entrance. I moan as he pushes me down onto his thick, hard length, stretching me all the way open.
“Yes,please,” I beg, clinging to his shoulders as water laps around us. “This is what I’ve been living for all night.”
Neither of us move at first. Felix remains buried deep inside me with his hands locked around my waist, allowing me to adjust to his size.
“Ride me,” he instructs. I do as he says, loving the pleasure in his eyes as he admires me. “God, you’re pretty like this, Harper. I’ve missed the sight of you above me. You take my dick so well.”
I bounce on his cock, rolling my hips each time to hit my g-spot. Felix suddenly lifts me off him. Water splashes around us as he guides me to my knees, bent over. I clutch the edge of the tub, crying out in bliss as he grips my waist and thrusts into me from behind.
“That’s it,” he praises. “I can get deeper like this. I know what your pussy needs.”
His words send shivers down my spine. I clench around his length, relishing the feel of him, hard and full inside me, so unbelievably deep. Felix curses under hisbreath and snaps his hips faster, pounding into me. I arch my back, pushing my ass higher, desperate for an orgasm.
“I’m not ready for you to come yet,” Felix growls in my ear then lifts me out of the tub. “I need to see your pretty face while I fuck you. I need to watch the two of us together.”
Water spills on the tiles, extinguishing a few candles as he carries me to a full-length mirror mounted on the wall. He places my feet on the ground. My hands brace against the mirror as he enters me from behind.
“Look at us, Harper,” Felix rasps against my ear while working his dick into me. “We’re doing such a good job, don’t you think?”
“Yes,” I pant, struggling to speak, transfixed by our reflection.
“Watch how perfectly I fill you and how your pretty body takes me so deep.”
The sight of his thick length disappearing repeatedly between my legs has me moaning uncontrollably.
“I love watching you take my cock like this. Seeing how much you need it.” The side of his face presses to mine as he whispers the filthy words, the two of us making eye contact in the mirror.
Our skin glistens from the bath water. Flickering candlelight reflects off us, making us look like we’re glowing. I want to watch the way our bodies move together, how he cups my breasts and thrusts into me. I want to admire the way his inked muscles flex with exertion. But it’s his eyes that are the most eroticsight. His gaze is hypnotic, obsessive, and all consuming, seeing right into my soul.
“Harper, listen to me carefully as I say these next words. I’m going to fuck you pregnant. You’re going to carry my child.”
Imagining myself pregnant with Felix’s child sends my pleasure spiraling. An orgasm crashes through me, stealing my breath as my inner walls pulse and clench his cock. I cry out, my moans echoing off the bathroom tiles.
