“Really,” he said softly, stroking my cheekbones. “I fancy you too, Ryan. Thought us being boyfriends might’ve clued you in, but I can say it if you need to hear it.”
The embarrassment didn’t ebb, but at least it was there for a different reason this time. “I’m a muppet. Sorry.”
Dominic chuckled, backing me up against the door. “You’remymuppet.”
My tongue flicked out over my lips. “I am. Just yours.”
His gaze heated. “Damn fucking right.”
We made out like the teenagers we were. Dominic was pressing me against the door like he was trying to put me through it. It was messy, frantic, primitive. All tongues and clashing teeth as we clawed at each other.
“Dom,” I moaned as he kissed his way down my neck. My cock was leaking inside my underwear, threatening to tell everyone what had happened here. “I need to come before I make a mess.”
He grunted, then repeated his earlier question. “What do you fancy, Shadow?”
God, that really wasn’t a fair question. It wasn’t like either of us had experience with other guys. We were relying on what felt good and letting that lead us. I wasn’t going to lie though—experimenting together was fun. More than fun. “Um…frotting?”
That was a new discovery. Dominic had learned about it through watching porn, before almost falling through my window in his haste for us to try it out.
He wasn’t the only one who’d been researching, but what I’d been most interested in…I didn’t think we were ready for that yet. Couldn’t do it with my twin and parents on the same floor, either.
Maybe one day. Until then, the thoughts of Dominic inside me could stay in my fantasies.
“Fuck yes.” Dominic rummaged in his back pocket, grinning in triumph as he located a small packet. “Knew this would come in handy.”
“Can’t believe you’ve been walking around with lube in your pocket.” I snickered. “What if you’d accidentally pulled it out around the others?”
He shrugged, tearing it open and squeezing it into his hand. “Guess they’d figure I had a new adventurous girlfriend.”
My heart pinched.A girlfriend.Because no one in our lives knew what was going on between us. They weren’t going to find out, either.
Which was what we both wanted.
Right?
Dominic’s erection knocked against mine and sent those thoughts straight out of my mind. “You drive me crazy, Shadow.”
“Same,” I rasped, moaning as he wrapped his large hand around us both. I kissed his dimple as he grinned. “Fuck, this feels so good.”
“Bet you’re glad I remembered lube now.”
My head fell back against the door as he stroked us firmly. Like me, he was uncircumcised. Supposedly it made our cocks more sensitive, but I didn’t know if that was true. I did know that having his bare head against mine was one of the best feelings in the world though. “So glad. You’re the best boyfriend ever.”
“I am,” he murmured against my lips, working us faster. Theschlickingnoise from his hand was almost obscene. “And I’m yours.”
Time warped as he kissed me again. His tongue silenced my moans. His lips caught my whimpers. Fuck, why was it always so good with him? And what was he doing to me? I didn’t mean with his hands, but generally. Never before had I thought I’d have sex in public, let alone in college.
But that was part of the problem of hiding. We had to grab whatever time alone we could, regardless of where we were.
I couldn’t deny that I loved it. Everything about Dominic felt dangerous, so it seemed only right that this did too. Not dangerous in the way it used to though. Before, I was afraid Dominic might drive a bigger wedge between me and Max. Or maybe even thump me if I pissed him off enough.
I wasn’t scared of those things now.
I was scared he might break my heart.
That was fucking terrifying.
But that was a relationship, right? You threw yourself off the cliff with another person, trusting that they’d remembered to secure the safety line.
