I wasn’t going to lie…having his protection would make my life easier. For all my internal talk about standing up for myself and taking control…well, maybe I’d believe it once I did it with someone other than Dominic.
Besides, I was still betting that he’d call this off before I actually put my mouth on him. This wasn’t ablowjob—it was a battle of wills.
One I was determined to win.
My tongue darted out over my lips as I studied his cock. Like me, he was uncut. I should pull back the foreskin before sucking him, right? That was what I’d like, I guessed. I was more sensitive there, so it’d make sense that he would be too.
He gave a small groan as I pulled it back fully to reveal the shiny head. A drop of precum sat there, like it was waiting for me to lick it up.
Was I actually going to do this?
I risked a glance up at Dominic. His chest was heaving, his bottom lip caught between his teeth. Hooded eyes stared back at me, but he didn’t move to stop me.
Okay.
I guessed we were doing this.
I leaned forward and let my tongue flick out to catch the pearly white drop. Huh. It wasn’t as bad as I’d thought it was going to be. Another appeared and I automatically caught that one too. Before long, I was lapping at Dominic’s slit, making sure none escaped.
My scalp ached as Dominic’s grip tightened. “Jesus, Shadow.”
I sat back slightly, forgetting everything about wanting the power. Control. About making Dominic break. All my brain could focus on was the question I asked. “Am I doing it wrong?”
His eyes darkened. “No, Ry. Just keep your teeth covered.”
I nodded and was immediately furious at myself for listening to him. The less said about the question I’d asked, the better. I shouldn’t want anything from Dominic. Not his protection. Not his attention. Not his reassurance.
So why the fuck was I seeking all three?
It was a dangerous situation to be in. Wanting anything from him led to situations like this. Where I was on my knees, having my first sexual experience with another man.
Not just any man, but one I hated.
Thoughts of putting a stop to this were nowhere to be found as I lowered my mouth to his cock. As I wrapped my lips around the head and gave a tentative suck.
A noise left Dominic unlike any I’d heard before. It was a cross between a curse and a moan. An undoing. It had me taking him in further. Bobbing my head slightly. Running my tongue over his glans.
It wasn’t like I’d had long to consider what this would be like, but it was safe to say it was nothing like I’d expected. It didn’t feel weird or wrong.
No…it felt right. Disturbingly right. Not because he was a man, but because he was him.
This wasn’t a position I’d ever expected to be in. But now that I was?
I think I was enjoying it. More than enjoying it, judging by the throbbing in my jeans.
Dominic’s breaths were coming fast now. He shifted slightly and I lost my balance. My hand shot up to catch myself on his thigh.Shit.Was it weird that I was touching him like that?
Dude’s cock is in your mouth and that’s what you’re worried about?
Yeah, I probably should get my priorities straight. Dominic hadn’t reacted to my hand placement so I decided to leave it there. Just in case he moved again. That was the only reason.
It had nothing to do with how I could feel his thigh bunching. Or the warmth that was radiating from him. Nothing to do with the feeling of safety touching him gave me.
Balance. That’s all it was.
I took him a little deeper and he gave a low groan that I felt all the way to my toes. Getting more confident, I tried to take even more of him. But the second his cock hit the back of my throat, my gag reflex was triggered.
I choked and gasped as I pulled off of him. Fuck, I had to look a mess. Saliva was drying on my chin. My cheeks felt like a furnace.
