My mouth was dry as I palmed his cock through his underwear.Fuck.I was touching Dominic’s dick. What the fuck was happening right now? I’d never so much as kissed someone—was I really going to give him head?
That was when I realised Dominic’s cock was hard. Not just sporting a semi, but like steel under my fingers.
That knowledge erased every doubt in my mind. I’d made Dominic hard. Me. This fucked-up situation. He wasn’t in control right now.
I was.
I didn’t understand the boost of confidence it gave me. Maybe it was the lack of power I felt on a daily basis. Here, on my knees for Dominic, I felt stronger than ever before.
His fingers threaded through my hair, pulling lightly. “You aren’t really going to do this, are you, Shadow.”
It wasn’t a question. It was a statement. An assumption. An attempt by Dominic to wrestle back the power in a situation that was spiralling out of his control.
“You’re the one who needs to stop this.” I stared up at him innocently. “I’m just doing as you asked. As you demanded.”
A muscle jumped in Dominic’s jaw before his hold on my hair relaxed. “Go on, then. What are you waiting for, an invitation? I know you’re inexperienced, Ry, but even you should know to just get on with it.”
I exhaled through my nose. We both knew I’d never done anything like this. What the fuck was he trying to achieve by bringing it up?
He’s trying to get you to chicken out. He wants you to break before he does.
Yeah, that wasn’t happening. I might have chickened out of almost everything I’d faced in the past, but not this.
I looked up at him as I reached for the waistband of his underwear. His pupils dilated as he watched me, hand still clutching my hair.
From the corner of my eye, I saw his erection for the first time. Shit. He was big. Of course he fucking was. That shouldn’t be a surprise.
Dominic had everything else going for him. Why shouldn’t he have been gifted a massive cock too?
I was no slouch in that department either, not that it did me any good. There was no point being well endowed when you were the only one who got to see and touch it. But that wasn’t what I was worried about.
No, I was panicking about how I was meant to fit him in my mouth without choking. I knew some guys liked that. Well, inporn they did, but I probably shouldn’t be basing all my worldly knowledge on that.
Bit difficult not to though, given I had nothing else to go on.
It’s okay. You can do this.
I could. It was just a body part. I’d sucked his thumb earlier; his cock couldn’t be too different.
My breath caught as I wrapped my trembling fingers around his shaft. Fuck, I hadn’t expected it to feel like this. It was hot and throbbing against my palm. It felt nothing like when I touched my own dick.
The hand not holding Dominic’s cock drifted south, like my mind wanted to check. To feel the difference.
I wasn’t expecting to find the same hardness. What was happening? Was this turning me on?
It was.
I had no idea what to do with that information. Worse, now that I’d realised it, I couldn’t think of anything else.
I stroked Dominic’s shaft tentatively, getting used to the feel and weight of him. Half of me was expecting him to tell me to hurry up again, but he stayed silent. That didn’t mean he wasn’t reacting though. Every stroke drew a shudder from him. His hand kept flexing in my hair while the other was fisted at his side.
For some reason, I couldn’t look up at him. I didn’t want to know if this was shaking him to his core as it was me. Instead, I focused on his cock and tried to work out what the fuck I should do first.
Obviously putting it in my mouth was step one. But all at once? Should I lick it first? Stroke it at the same time?
Why are you so worried about making it feel good?
Urgh. The voice in my head was right. If I had to explain it, I supposed it was because I didn’t want to give Dominic any moreammunition against me. He already knew I was inexperienced. I didn’t need to prove it to him too.
