As soon as it connected, Freddie sighed. “Feel like blowing off work this afternoon?”
“So you moved in with your ex-girlfriend?”
Freddie paused in his backswing to glare at his friend George Knightley. The towering nets surrounding the driving range at Chelsea Piers wafted in the wind, enclosing the long stretch of grass ahead of where they stood on the third level. Sweeping views of the Hudson River and New Jersey lay just beyond, while golf balls flew out from the stalls below them.
“I didn’t move in with her.” Freddie finally swung his golf club, sending his white ball careening ahead. “I moved into her old apartment.”
“But she still lives downstairs,” George said, leaning his weight on his nine iron. “With that woman who’s interested in you.”
“Cranefly,” a deep voice piped in from behind them.
They both turned to where Will Darcy was sitting on the bench along the wall of the building. His blond head was bent down as he stared at his phone, and there was a half-finished beer at his side. They had been here for a half hour, and the man hadn’t even taken his suit jacket off yet.
“Cricket,” Freddie corrected him. “And she’s not interested. She’s just… a very aggressive flirt.”
“That’s not helping your case, Freddie,” George replied with a smile.
Freddie shook his head. He had known George for years through his brother, Ben, though they hadn’t become friends until recently. In college, Ben’s restaurant bought the microgreens Freddie harvested from the hydroponics system in his parents’ basement. George found him a few years later, after Freddie had moved to Argentina permanently. Freddie had applied for a few patents, and George was just getting his venture capital firm off the ground. He saw the potential in Freddie’s work, and after a few video calls, decided to be the first investor in Wentworth Hydroponics. And now, a good friend. George had been Freddie’s sounding board as he debated whether to sell his company, and he had introduced him to Will, whose mergers and acquisitions firm negotiated the deal. And even though all the documents were signed last year and the sale was old news, the friendship between the three of them remained strong.
Except for moments like this, when he wanted to throttle both of them.
“Did you guys come here to hit balls or give me shit?” Freddie asked the two men.
“Neither,” Will replied, his tone bored. “I came for a drink.”
George chuckled as he walked toward the tee. “Come on, Freddie. You have to admit, if this had happened to either of us, you would be first in line to give us endless shit.”
Freddie frowned. George was right, but he sure as hell wasn’t going to admit that.
“Shut up and hit the ball,” he murmured.
George smiled, then swung his club through the air and sent the ball flying. “So what are you going to do?”
“I’m not sure what I can do.”
“You could sell the apartment,” Will replied, as if it was obvious.
Freddie threw him a dubious look. “I just signed the papers. I’ve got furniture being delivered in a couple of days.”
He also didn’t want to sell. He had loved it even before he’d known it was Anne’s, and now that he’d learned the truth, he felt even more responsibility for it. But he also didn’t know how to be there without thinking of her. He dreaded having to learn.
George leaned down and set up another ball. “What happened between you two?”
“What do you mean?” he asked, feigning ignorance.
“You and Anne. Why did you break up?”
How many nights had Freddie lain awake wondering the same thing? Over the past eight years, he had his stable of working theories, but no definitive answer. After he gave her the charm bracelet at the Half Pint all those Christmases ago, it felt like something broke, and he had no idea how to fix it. Anne hadn’t even tried. Over the next few weeks, she forced more and more distance between them until she finally called and laid out the simple truth: They wanted different things. But even though she was going to Columbia, and he should go to Argentina, she still wanted to be friends. Then she had said the words that had hurt more than anything else anyone had ever said to him.
“I wish you the best.”
Like their relationship had been a sidenote in her life. Something that could be summed up in a greeting card.
He was so confused and hurt that all he could do was block her number.
There were times when he was tempted to look her up, to unblock her and send a text. The anger maintained his resolve, though, and over the years the pain had crystallized. It wasn’t just that Anne had broken his heart—she had found fault witha fundamental part of him that always aimed for the big picture and figured out the details later.
It was what drove him to the engineering program in Buenos Aires in the first place. He wanted to do it, so he did. The hows and the whens would work themselves out; they always eventually did. That’s how he lived his life: Zero in on a goal and go for it. He acted on instinct and dumb luck, and it served him well.
