I don't check any of them.
Fifty thousand dollars for a rape fantasy means someone out there is willing to pay fifty thousand dollars for a rape fantasy, and that level of desire terrifies me more than the act itself.
847-SK-2847 Tier 4 Total: $0
Still thirty-five thousand.
Tier 5: Additional Considerations ($1,500-$3,000 each)
The list is longer here. More specific.
Exhibitionism—scenes performed in front of mirrors, windows, or buyer's observation. Fifteen hundred dollars to be watched.
I check it.
Verbal degradation. Name-calling. Humiliation through language.
Check.
Servitude. Domestic tasks while naked or restrained.
Check.
Sleep deprivation. Food control. Bathroom control.
I hesitate on bathroom control.
Permission required. Door open. Buyer may observe.
That's... that's humiliating in a way that has nothing to do with sex.
That's control over basic bodily functions.
That's reducing me to something less than human.
Fifteen hundred dollars.
I check the box.
I skip anal play, deep throat training, orgasm prohibition, but then…
Forced orgasms until unconsciousness?
I mean…
Check.
847-SK-2847 Tier 5 Total: $9,000
The grand total appears at the bottom of the screen.
Total Compensation: $44,000
Forty-fourthousand dollars.
For twenty-four hours of complete surrender to a stranger who will have access to my psychological profile, my writing, my darkest fears and desires.
A stranger who will tie me up, and blindfold me, and control when I eat, and sleep, and piss.
